Thursday, 8 October 2020

How narcissism & Machiavellianism can play out in group dynamics

In the group of volunteers there were a number of individuals who came motives other than to volunteer for the most noble mission of Kosmic Fusion to share the benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse with many people. 

It has taken me quite a long time to get my head around the type of (mind) games these individuals were playing and the nuances in the personality issues they brought into the group. One of the things that gave some clarity was the difference between Machiavellianism and narcissism. When i read this article that explains the difference between Machiavellianism and narcissism and reflected on what i have seen and experienced with these people, it made a lot of sense.

Have put this together in a very short analysis to share my experience with such characters and how they can negatively impact the group dynamics when you are not aware, too trusting and not firmly rooted in your True Soul/Self.

My personal lesson learned was that you have to be a very centered person if you want to hold your space and remain unaffected by the toxicity such individuals are spreading. Admittedly, i tended to be quite a weakling with poor boundaries and people pleasing tendencies and thereby unwittingly ended up enabling these toxic individuals, but by the Grace of my Guru was able to work on my weaknesses to become more robust to be able to stand tall for what is right.

When the two highly toxic individuals were asked to leave after years of unethical behaviour, true to the nature of a narcissist/Machiavellian they joined hands and ran a smear campaign to attack Kosmic Fusion and its founders Sree Maa Shri Ji.


Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias/Malana B. Taresi 

In my observations Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias or Malana B. Taresi as she now calls herself, has some narcissistic traits but is predominantly a Machiavellian.

The narcissistic trait she has is jealousy and envy. The article states that narcissists “take jealousy and envy to a whole new level. Expect to face their wrath should they ever think you are putting someone else ahead of them”.
Dallia/Malana had pathological envy and jealousy and definitely she took jealousy and envy to a whole new level, to such a level that all she wanted to do was destroy Kosmic Fusion, because she was extremely envious and jealous of Sree Maa Shri Ji. This is what she has admitted to herself. And we have seen Dallia/Malana’s wrath in the smear campaign and in the psychic attacks she has done on other FiTs.


The article states for Machiavellianism: “They desire wealth and power over all else, and it is their detachment from conventional morality that allows them to chase their lofty goals without remorse and free from conscience.
They employ different faces in different situations as a tool for getting what they want. They will use lies and deceit where necessary, while also being capable of charm and friendliness.”
Their manipulations are subtle – they seek to accomplish their aims without drawing too much attention to their less desirable qualities.

Think this describes Dallia/Malana to the tee, she wanted power, she wanted to be the leader and wanted to set up a cult in Germany. Her manipulations were very subtle, she herself admitted that she is very subtle. Think she also deployed her charm and friendliness, for example how she pretended to be a friend to another volunteer, Renu. Only to a discerning eye, her charm and friendliness would fall flat, as there was always something ‘funny’ with the way she laughed and behaved. She clearly showed no remorse or conscience with what she did to to Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, and to other FiT, driving them away. 
For them, winning is the ultimate aim”. Despite the momentous opportunity to come out of her darkness and the moments of reflections by the Grace of Paratpar Guru, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse during the Reunion, Dallia/Malana ran a nasty smear campaign and who knows what else she is still doing because she wants to win. 

But, while a narcissist would be too jealous to wish success for other people, there might be occasions where a Machiavellian personality would accept someone else succeeding if it meant they could move up the ladder too. They would be prepared to do a deal with an equally success-oriented individual if it meant they, too, gained greater wealth and power.

Maybe that is why Dallia/Malana got in touch with Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus at Gold Coast in the early days and secretly kept in touch with her and in that sense worked with Irene and ‘allowed’ her success in Sydney, while she was pursuing her malicious goals in New Zealand. This is also how they joined hands in the smear campaign.

Irene/Joy Kuo

Think Irene/Joy Kuo also exhibits traits of a narcissist but also a lot of Machiavellianism. Maybe she is a blend of both, all packed into one midget.

From the characteristic of a narcissist, she had a sense of entitlement and believed herself to be more deserving than other people, given her behaviour in India where she constantly wanted to be in the front of the temples and also expected to go into the car with Sree Maa Shri Ji all the time. She also had severe jealousy and envy for Jwala and Simran, am sure she would have tried to get Niranjana out if she had the chance. 

Narcissists “will happily belittle or degrade other people to make themselves feel good – they feel no remorse for heaping unhappiness on others.”. 
As it turned out, Irene was the queen of belittling and degrading others and don’t think she had any remorse about it at all. She was also selfish and definitely did not like to see others succeed. In addition, don’t think she faced criticism very well, either shifting blame or having some excuse. 

From Machiavellianism she put her self gain before almost anything else, she was controlling and used others to her advantage, Parsons in particular was used and abused big time but also the rest of the team in Sydney with all the contributions they made, but stealing the credit for herself. In the Ashram, she used Jeeya and Rita and it was clear that others were just a means to an end for her and she would walk over them.

She desired fortune and fame, and showed no conscience or conventional morality, though she hid this quite well. She would employ different faces in different situations, docile and servile in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji but the FiTs in Sydney got to see another face, and she showed yet another face towards the outstation FiTs. Not sure if Irene can be said to have charm and friendliness but she sure pretended to be nice and considerate, faking it all the way.

Machiavellians “are generally very calculating and careful when it comes to their actions. Everything needs to be planned and executed with precision so as to maximize their chances of success.

This describes Irene very well, with her crazy spreadsheets, her copying of all the messages and Kosmic Fusion IP before she came to the Abode in November 2017 and her careful planning and running abundance circles and giving interviews behind Sree Maa Shri Ji’s back. Just the incident how she shoved the responsibility of the credit card into Parson’s shoes, shows how calculative she is, only dropping the bomb that her husband doesn’t like her name on the card when they are right in front of the bank clerk. 

I am sure her 100,000 dollars’ worth of ‘volunteering’ as she claimed in the slanderous paid article, consisted mostly in plotting her nefarious plans and manipulating Parsons. Irene/Joy’s manipulations were subtle too, as she hid them behind a cloak of doing it all for Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Saturday, 2 May 2020

My response to "Awakening with Joy's" cult attack claims




This is my response to 'Awakening with Joy Vottus' cult attack claims based on my own experience with her. You can skim through the video if you like, using the following timestamps:

0:00 min: Why the claims are baseless (with clear evidence)
5:40 min: What's really behind the attack (see also my other blog)
6:48 min: Lessons learned and signs to watch out for (spoiler alert: someone who always plays the victim)
10:50 min: What Joy Vottus has actually done (with proofs)

Saturday, 19 October 2019

Miraculous healing with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse


The Gift of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse that Sree Maa Shri Ji share with the world is absolutely priceless. It is impossible to find the right words to describe something that is so Supreme, Gracious, Benevolent and Loving.

One of the reasons that i knew from the start this was different, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was unlike anything i had experienced before is the following. 

Since i was about 15 had been struggling with an eating disorder, first anorexia and this later turned into b.e.d., binge eating disorder. This dominated my life and my thinking, my whole day pretty much revolved around eating and exercise. Had tried almost everything under the sun to overcome this eating disorder, all kinds of therapies and all sorts of new age modalities, but nothing worked…

Then everything changed when Sree Maa Shri Ji came into my life and graced me with a 24/7 connection to the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. It was a watershed moment on many fronts but one of the amazing things that happened was that the eating disorder just went away like that without me having to do anything. It melted like snow in the sun!

The way Sree Maa explained it is that while tuning in with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse the connection between the Antaryami and my shuddha Atma (pure Soul) became so strong, that the issue that was in the sukshma sharir (the subtle body) just dropped away. The Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse that was spreading through me went in to such an extent while It was being shared that It created a cellular shift, plus the water in which the programme of the eating disorder was held got released.

This kind of spontaneous miraculous can happen with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse by the Utmost Grace and Will of the Absolute.



This most beautiful Signature of the Source-Void, this amazing Gift is available to humanity right now by the loving Grace of Sree Maa Shri Ji to support all who are ready to receive in their spiritual path of awakening, transformation and transcendence 

Forever indebted and grateful to Sree Maa Shri Ji, truly the living embodiment of Grace and Compassion _/\_ _/\รด__

Utopian oneness

Love and oneness - sounds beautiful doesn’t it? i was a believer in a utopian oneness, the kind of ‘one love, one light, one happy world’. It is a belief that circulates a lot in new age circles. When i joined the FiT Programme, this belief came with me.

i saw everyone through this lens and believed that all the other people who joined the FiT Programme came with the same genuine intention. But i was wrong. There is no one universal path and one universal way as on this planet everyone is different, the gradation of souls is different. Yet i kept believing in this oneness and not adequately reflecting on the precious teachings Sree Maa was giving. 

At the start of the Retreat in 2016, Sree Maa told us about the Samudra Manthan in which there were devas (heavenly beings) and danavas (demonic beings), but i never looked if there were possibly any danavas sitting in our group…

As it turned out there were. Some of ones who joined the FiT Programme came with devious hidden intentions of stealing and destruction and sadly they never changed, though they were given the most gracious opportunity to do so. For a very long time i was completely oblivious to this and trusted each one completely.

All this while i was wearing these rose coloured glasses and kept believing in this oneness, which gave the toxic people the opportunity to manipulate me and use me. They would steal credit, would marginalize and minimize me, would come up with excuses to make me all do the work and i didn’t mind as i thought we are doing this as one team for the mission of Kosmic Fusion.

Because of my trusting nature and false beliefs, i failed to clue on to what was really going on and did not realize that people are not exactly what they show. Some of the toxic ones were subtly spreading their poison in the group, creating disharmony and driving people away.

Sree Maa was enduring a lot of harassment at the hands of the toxic ones in the Ashram and i only woke up to this once their masks were literally falling off as i was living in some lala land. 


Never asked the right questions or joined the dots even though there were moments and clues where i could have woken up and smelled the coffee. This is not about judging others but coming from clarity and discernment is important.  

It is my own nature that made me fail to see clearly and take action when some of the people were damaging the mission of Kosmic Fusion. When we cling to false beliefs it can be very damaging. 

Oneness at the level of the world is impossible. Oneness at the level of Atma, True Self is another matter. The potential of the Absolute is present in each one. In the 2015 Retreat we had experienced such priceless fusion and love through the most Gracious initiations bestowed by Sree Maa Shri Ji which i will humbly write about in another blog.

Thursday, 13 June 2019

Interviews with my dear kalyan mitras


Earlier this year flew down to Sydney to meet with my dear kalyan mitras to reflect back on our phenomenal journey of the last couple of years with beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji in the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion.

There is so much to share but in my humble understanding the essence of it is unfathomable Grace, Sree Maa Shri Ji's pure Grace, Compassion and Kindness and total selflessness that has propelled us onto and forward on the journey towards our True SELF, the Brahmroop. Even though we have made many mistakes due to our inner weaknesses and flaws, learning at the expense of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa never let go of our hands and keeps ushering forward. With the GPS installed, the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse shared unconditionally by Sree Maa Shri Ji, and the Shelter of Sree Maa Shri Ji's gracious Wing we are most fortunate to be on the path of liberation Homebound.

Welcome you to watch our frank and heartfelt interviews about our transformational journeys:

















 Please stay tuned, more interviews coming :)

Sunday, 19 May 2019

Can a narcissist be a non-doer?

One of the key conditions of sharing the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always been: be the non-doer. This means no intentions, no invocations, no expectations, really stepping back and letting the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse step in. IT is All-Knowing and knows exactly what is required for both the sharer and recipient, on all levels, in all dimensions, timelines and beyond. It is Supreme Grace in action. This golden rule was repeated by Sree Maa again and again and the FiT Programme was a blessed training ground to learn how to be the non-doer truly and fully. This golden rule was also spoken by Bhagwan Shri Krishna when he told Arjuna on the battlefield, just do your action but don't be concerned with the fruits of your action.



Yet not all who joined the FiT Programme were able or even wanted to move into this beautiful zone of the non-doer, especially the ones who had very strong narcissistic tendencies. Iphigenie (now calling herself Malana) had the great fortune to be part of the FiT Programme, yet she was obsessed with the need to be in control - one of the key characteristics of narcissists. Something she hid for a long time, as covert narcissists do but in front of Absolute Truth one cannot hide...

Power brokers
If you break down a narcissist’s games into its simplest form, it is all about power and control. They need to feel all powerful and better than you. They will seek to dominate every individual and every group they interact with. This is exactly what Iphigenie did. She wanted to be top dog and played the leader amongst the FiT in New Zealand. She wanted special powers, only to feel good about herself and not to help others. All this is about the narcissist’s grandiose. The same happened with Joy Kuo (now calling herself Joy Vottus) in Sydney, who went to great lengths to establish herself as a leader, playing all the narc games in the book
– including gaslighting, triangulation, playing the martyr -  to control others, become the face of Kosmic Fusion and get the fame and fortune she was after. All this is a far cry away from being the non-doer.



The search for power and control is an old one. Recently read the beautiful story about Bhakta Prahlad, whose father Hiranyakashipu was the king of asuras and wanted to dominate and control the entire universe. Guess in the ancient times they were called asuras and rakshas, the term nowadays would be narcissists. 

In any case, both Iphigenie and Joy wanted to use the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) for their own selfish, devious aims. However, they forgot that the QVSWPP cannot be abused. It is the Mother of All Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, the Master Controller. You can misuse the name to try and mislead others, but IT can never be abused. The moment you step in, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse steps out. When you think you know and can do it, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse says okay, steps out and leaves you to it.

Truth comes out
Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is most gracious and benevolent, shuns no one and gives everyone the chance to change. Many years Iphigenie and Joy got on the FiT Programme to let go of their need to control and move into the non-doer and their higher potential. Many miracles they witnessed with the QVSWPP and the phenomenal transformations that can happen when you step back and let the Grace of Bhagwan touch you. However, they both held on to their desire for power and control and continued to covertly abuse others and to try and control & abuse the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Towards the end, all the good they projected to hide their insidious intents and games went away and their evil face came out. 

Narcissists cannot handle their true face being exposed and will without fail resort to a smear campaign, projecting themselves as the victim and the real victims as the abusers. This is also exactly what Iphigenie and Joy did in a vain attempt to gain back power and control in their head and prep up their fake image. The loss is entirely theirs.

The joy of the non-doer state
Having witnessed all this and taking into account my own experience, a powerful lesson an realization emerges. Being the non-doer takes practice. Have found in my own experience that when you focus too much on the shades of the doer and try to peel the layers of the onion, you lose sight of the joy that comes out of the non-doer a state, a state which is so effortless to move into by simply tuning in with the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse without any intentions or expectations. Forever grateful to Sree Maa for sharing this most precious Gift of Grace with humanity.

Saturday, 18 May 2019

A narcissist's malicious web of lies

Anyone who knows a little bit about narcissism knows that narcissists are pathological liars. Below image sums up well why they lie and that they don't feel bad about it either.


Will share about one such lie that was part of a smear campaign by a narcissist after she was asked to leave due to her highly destructive behaviour for many years. Iphigenie Amoutzias, now going under the name Malana Taresi doing some flower essences in Germany, has claimed in media interviews and podcasts she was surprised the FiT Programme turned “all Hindu” in 2016.

All this is just a ploy on the part of a malignant narcissist to spread lies and confusion, make herself look innocent and the other party look questionable. They are cunning and clever but cannot stand in front of the facts, in front of the Truth.

First of all, before Iphigenie came to Kosmic Fusion, she was a Buddhist for 20 years (!). She talked about how she had been a Buddhist leader who guided others, so in that case her knowledge about Buddhism must have been pretty solid. She must have known about the concepts of karma, reincarnation and that Buddhism has its origins in Hinduism, or a more correct word for this is Sanatana Dharma, the eternal way of righteous living.

None of us were ever surprised that the FiT Programme was based on Sanatana Dharma because Sree Maa has always been very transparent. Straight away Sree Maa has spoken about being the non-doer and used the word akarmi. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to see that is a Sanskrit word…

In the FiT Programme trial intake in 2013 it was most clear this was about Sanatana Dharma, as Sree Maa spoke about chakras, karma, dharma, the atma, reincarnation, the small self (jivatma), the true SELF (Brahmn) and many other concepts from Sanatana Dharma and mentioned Sanatana Dharma itself. In facebook posts and messages shared with all FiTs in 2013 Sree Maa wrote at the end OM Sai Brahman. We were introduced to the greeting Hari OM Brahmn in 2014, silent Guru mantra was given in 2015, well before that she was graced with a new name Meera to support her in her spiritual journey, which is the name of a great devotee of Lord Krishna. Think the picture is crystal clear here. She is lying through her teeth that things all of a sudden turned Hindu. Sanatana Dharma always was the very basis.

Then the other question is. If she had such trouble with it like she is now claiming, why did she stay? Everyone was always free to leave. In fact, there are some who left as they felt the FiT Training was no longer resonating with them, no judgement, no questions asked. And why did she come on a trip to India to visit temples as late as 2017 when this too was completely optional, some of the group didn’t come.

Nothing was ever co-erced. Before each initiation we were given the choice, at the end of each year we were encouraged to reflect to see if this was still our path. But then after she was asked to leave the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion mid 2017 due to her highly unethical and malignant behaviour that had come to light, she runs to the media to take revenge and goes around saying it all turned Hindu.



It is clear this is just a question of sour grapes and most of all she is trying to slander and malign the reputation of Kosmic Fusion to keep other people away from Kosmic Fusion. While in the FiT Programme she was trying to veer others off course and get them out (see this blog) as her mission in her own words was to destroy Kosmic Fusion. After she got found out and left, she is still trying to do the same, as summed up aptly in the below image:




P.S.
Sharing this to stand up for the truth and to raise awareness about narcissism so that innocent people don't fall victim to these wolves in sheep clothing. See also my answer to a Quora question regarding malignant narcissists.