Sharing musings from my journey as a seeker and luckiest soul to have been picked up and embraced by the living embodiment of Supreme Grace and Compassion, Sree Maa. Discovered that not all who walk with you on the pathless path are genuine but Absolute Truth always prevails.
The Gift of the
Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse that Sree Maa Shri Ji share with the
world is absolutely priceless. It is impossible to find the right words to
describe something that is so Supreme, Gracious, Benevolent and Loving.
One of the
reasons that i knew from the start this was different, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was unlike anything i had experienced before is the following.
Since i was about 15 had been struggling with an eating disorder, first anorexia
and this later turned into b.e.d., binge eating disorder. This dominated my life
and my thinking, my whole day pretty much revolved around eating and exercise.
Had tried almost everything under the sun to overcome this eating disorder, all
kinds of therapies and all sorts of new age modalities, but nothing worked…
Then
everything changed when Sree Maa Shri Ji came into my life and graced me with a
24/7 connection to the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. It was a
watershed moment on many fronts but one of the amazing things that happened was that the
eating disorder just went away like that without me having to do anything. It
melted like snow in the sun!
The way Sree Maa explained it is that while tuning in with the Quantum Vortex
Scalar Wave Photon Pulse the connection between the Antaryami and my shuddha
Atma (pure Soul) became so strong, that the issue that was in the sukshma
sharir (the subtle body) just dropped away. The Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave
Photon Pulse that was spreading through me went in to such an extent while It
was being shared that It created a cellular shift, plus the water in which the
programme of the eating disorder was held got released.
This kind
of spontaneous miraculous can happen with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon
Pulse by the Utmost Grace and Will of the Absolute.
This most beautiful Signature of the Source-Void, this amazing Gift is available to humanity right now by the loving Grace of Sree Maa
Shri Ji to support all who are ready to receive in their spiritual path of
awakening, transformation and transcendence ❤️
Love and oneness
- sounds beautiful doesn’t it? i was a believer in a utopian oneness, the kind
of ‘one love, one light, one happy world’. It is a belief that circulates a lot in new age circles. When i joined the FiT Programme,
this belief came with me.
i saw
everyone through this lens and believed that all the other people who joined the
FiT Programme came with the same genuine intention. But i was wrong. There is
no one universal path and one universal way as on this planet everyone is
different, the gradation of souls is different. Yet i kept believing in this oneness
and not adequately reflecting on the precious teachings Sree Maa was giving.
At the
start of the Retreat in 2016, Sree Maa told us about the Samudra Manthan in
which there were devas (heavenly beings) and danavas (demonic beings), but i
never looked if there were possibly any danavas sitting in our group…
As it
turned out there were. Some of ones who joined the FiT Programme came with
devious hidden intentions of stealing and destruction and sadly they never
changed, though they were given the most gracious opportunity to do so. For a
very long time i was completely oblivious to this and trusted each one
completely.
All this
while i was wearing these rose coloured glasses and kept believing in this oneness, which gave the toxic people the
opportunity to manipulate me and use me. They would steal credit, would
marginalize and minimize me, would come up with excuses to make me all do the
work and i didn’t mind as i thought we are doing this as one team for the
mission of Kosmic Fusion.
Because of my trusting nature and false beliefs, i failed to clue on to what was
really going on and did not realize that people are not exactly what they show.
Some of the toxic ones were subtly spreading their poison in the group, creating disharmony and driving people away.
Sree Maa was enduring a lot of harassment at the hands of the toxic ones in the
Ashram and i only woke up to this once their masks were literally falling off
as i was living in some lala land. Never asked the right questions or joined the
dots even though there were moments and clues where i could have woken up and smelled the coffee. This is not about judging others but coming from clarity and discernment is important.
It is my own nature
that made me fail to see clearly and take action when some of the people were damaging the
mission of Kosmic Fusion. When we cling to false beliefs it can be very damaging.
Oneness at the level of the world is
impossible. Oneness at the level of Atma, True Self is another matter. The
potential of the Absolute is present in each one. In the 2015 Retreat we had
experienced such priceless fusion and love through the most Gracious initiations bestowed by Sree Maa Shri Ji which i will humbly write about in another
blog.
Earlier this year flew down to Sydney to meet with my dear kalyan mitras to reflect back on our phenomenal journey of the last couple of years with beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji in the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion.
There is so much to share but in my humble understanding the essence of it is unfathomable Grace, Sree Maa Shri Ji's pure Grace, Compassion and Kindness and total selflessness that has propelled us onto and forward on the journey towards our True SELF, the Brahmroop. Even though we have made many mistakes due to our inner weaknesses and flaws, learning at the expense of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa never let go of our hands and keeps ushering forward. With the GPS installed, the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse shared unconditionally by Sree Maa Shri Ji, and the Shelter of Sree Maa Shri Ji's gracious Wing we are most fortunate to be on the path of liberation Homebound.
Welcome you to watch our frank and heartfelt interviews about our transformational journeys:
One of the
key conditions of sharing the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always been: be the non-doer. This means no intentions, no
invocations, no expectations, really stepping back and letting the Quantum
Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse step in. IT is All-Knowing and knows exactly
what is required for both the sharer and recipient, on all levels, in all dimensions,
timelines and beyond. It is Supreme Grace in action. This golden rule was
repeated by Sree Maa again and again and the FiT Programme was a blessed training
ground to learn how to be the non-doer truly and fully. This golden rule was also spoken by Bhagwan Shri Krishna when he told Arjuna on the battlefield, just do your action but don't be concerned with the fruits of your action.
Yet not all who joined the FiT Programme were able or even wanted to move into this beautiful zone of the non-doer, especially the ones who had very strong narcissistic tendencies. Iphigenie (now calling herself Malana) had
the great fortune to be part of the FiT Programme, yet she was obsessed with the need to be in control - one of the key characteristics of
narcissists. Something she hid for a long time, as covert narcissists do but in front of Absolute Truth one cannot hide...
Power brokers If you break down a narcissist’s games into its simplest form, it is all about
power and control. They need to feel all powerful and better than you. They
will seek to dominate every individual and every group they interact with. This is exactly what Iphigenie did. She wanted
to be top dog and played the leader amongst the FiT in New Zealand. She wanted
special powers, only to feel good about herself and not to help others. All
this is about the narcissist’s grandiose. The same happened with Joy Kuo (now calling herself Joy Vottus) in
Sydney, who went to great lengths to establish herself as a leader, playing all the narc games in the book – including gaslighting,
triangulation, playing the martyr - to control others, become the face of Kosmic
Fusion and get the fame and fortune she was after. All this is a far cry away from being the non-doer.
The search
for power and control is an old one. Recently read the beautiful story about Bhakta Prahlad,
whose father Hiranyakashipu was the king of asuras and wanted to dominate and
control the entire universe. Guess in the ancient times they
were called asuras and rakshas, the term nowadays would be narcissists.
In any
case, both Iphigenie and Joy wanted to use the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) for their own selfish,
devious aims. However, they forgot that the QVSWPP cannot be abused. It is the Mother of All Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, the Master Controller. You
can misuse the name to try and mislead others, but IT can never be abused. The moment you step in, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse steps out. When you think you know and can do it, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse says okay, steps out and leaves you to it.
Truth comes out Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is most gracious and benevolent, shuns no one and gives everyone the chance to change.
Many years Iphigenie and Joy got on the FiT Programme to let go of their need to control and move into
the non-doer and their higher potential. Many miracles they witnessed with the QVSWPP and the phenomenal transformations that can happen when you step back and let the Grace of Bhagwan touch you. However, they both
held on to their desire for power and control and continued to covertly abuse others and to try and control & abuse the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Towards the end, all the good they projected to hide their insidious intents and games went away and their evil face came out.
Narcissists
cannot handle their true face being exposed and will without fail resort to a
smear campaign, projecting themselves as the victim and the real victims as the
abusers. This is also exactly what Iphigenie and Joy did in a vain
attempt to gain back power and control in their head and prep up their fake
image. The loss is entirely theirs.
The joy of the non-doer state
Having witnessed all this and taking into account my own experience, a powerful lesson an realization emerges. Being the non-doer takes practice. Have found in my own experience that when you focus too much on the shades of the doer and try to peel the layers of the onion, you lose sight of the joy that comes out of the non-doer a state, a state which is so effortless to move into by simply tuning in with the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse without any intentions or expectations. Forever grateful to Sree Maa for sharing this most precious Gift of Grace with humanity.
Anyone who knows a little bit about narcissism knows that narcissists are pathological liars. Below image sums up well why they lie and that they don't feel bad about it either.
Will share about one such lie that was part of a smear campaign by a narcissist after she was asked to leave due to her highly destructive behaviour for many years. Iphigenie Amoutzias, now going under the
name Malana Taresi doing some flower essences in Germany, has claimed in media
interviews and podcasts she was surprised the FiT Programme turned “all Hindu” in 2016.
All this is just a ploy on the part of a malignant
narcissist to spread lies and confusion, make herself look innocent and the other party look questionable. They are cunning and clever but cannot stand in front of the facts,
in front of the Truth.
First of all, before Iphigenie came to Kosmic Fusion, she was a Buddhist for 20
years (!). She talked about how she had been a Buddhist
leader who guided others, so in that case her knowledge about Buddhism must
have been pretty solid. She must have known about the concepts of karma,
reincarnation and that Buddhism has its origins in Hinduism, or a more correct
word for this is Sanatana Dharma, the eternal way of righteous living.
None of us were ever surprised that the
FiT Programme was based on Sanatana Dharma because Sree Maa has always been very
transparent. Straight away Sree Maa has spoken about being the non-doer and
used the word akarmi. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to see that is a Sanskrit
word…
In the FiT Programme trial intake in 2013 it was most clear this was about
Sanatana Dharma, as Sree Maa spoke about chakras, karma, dharma, the atma, reincarnation, the small self (jivatma), the true SELF (Brahmn) and many other concepts from Sanatana Dharma and mentioned Sanatana Dharma itself. In facebook posts and messages shared with all
FiTs in 2013 Sree Maa wrote at the end OM Sai Brahman. We were introduced to
the greeting Hari OM Brahmn in 2014, silent Guru mantra was given in 2015, well
before that she was graced with a new name Meera to support her in her
spiritual journey, which is the name of a great devotee of Lord Krishna. Think
the picture is crystal clear here. She is lying through her teeth that things
all of a sudden turned Hindu. Sanatana Dharma always was the very basis.
Then the other question is. If she had such trouble with it like she is now claiming, why did she
stay? Everyone was always free to leave. In fact, there are some who left as
they felt the FiT Training was no longer resonating with them, no judgement, no
questions asked. And why did she come on a trip to India to
visit temples as late as 2017 when this too was completely optional, some of
the group didn’t come.
Nothing was ever co-erced. Before each
initiation we were given the choice, at the end of each year we were encouraged
to reflect to see if this was still our path. But then after she was asked to
leave the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion mid 2017 due to her highly unethical and malignant
behaviour that had come to light, she runs to the media to take revenge and goes
around saying it all turned Hindu.
It is clear this is just a question of
sour grapes and most of all she is trying to slander and malign the reputation of
Kosmic Fusion to keep other people away from Kosmic Fusion. While in the FiT Programme she was trying to veer others off course and get them out (see this blog) as her mission in her own words was to destroy Kosmic Fusion. After she got found out and left,
she is still trying to do the same, as summed up aptly in the below image:
P.S.
Sharing this to stand up for the truth and to raise awareness about narcissism so that innocent people don't fall victim to these wolves in sheep clothing. See also my answer to a Quora question regarding malignant narcissists.
Had the great honour of meeting my dear kalyan mitras in Sydney early 2019 and Mala interviewed me about my journey with Kosmic Fusion and beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. You can also see this interview on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXCf67E-i-0
In this edition, Mala candidly interviews
Ekta to sum up 7 years at Kosmic Fusion. Ekta is one of the very few Faculties
that have grown immensely on Personal, Emotional, Mental and Spiritual levels.
Ekta has an inspiring story, in 2012 she
was a single mother living in alien country, surviving on government dole; she
came to know about Kosmic Fusion through common friends and was awestruck with
the brochure, which in her words “was talking to her” literally.
The next 18 months changed Ekta’s life for
good, she returned back to Netherlands to a job she loves, close to her parents
& family and lovely daughter who looks at mum for inspiration.
Coming from an Atheist background, it was
challenging for Ekta to understand and accept spirituality however with Sree
Maa as a friend, Philosopher and Guide; nothing was impossible.
In this interview, Ekta talks about her
journey since knowing Sree Maa Shri Ji and shares her experiences through past
7 years, how she came to know about Kosmic Fusion, interactions with Sree Maa,
teachings and most importantly lessons learnt at one of the most revolutionary
programme the “Facilitators in Training”.
How long have you known Sree Maa Shri Ji? I know them since February 2012 when I did
Awakenin & Transformation workshop. At that time I had a small child and
Sree Maa was very free and allowed the child into the workshop as well.
Sometimes it is very hard to put into
words, but I was touched so profoundly but I had no words for it. Sree Maa came
back couple of months later and we were able to join one of the Kosmic Fusion
stand at the Mind, Body Spirit Festivals in Sydney.
Sree Maa Shri Ji said, just put your hands
on anyone and just see what happens. It was so profound and so amazing, it was
the Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.
“At the Awakenin & Transformation
workshop, Sree Maa awakens you Atma and anyone who connects with the Quantum
Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.”
We could tune in with anyone, any time,
any place, 24/7. Most benevolent signature of the Source Void. It is shared by
Sree Maa Shri Ji, lovingly and unconditionally.
When I put my hands on somebody’s
shoulder, I could see this instant healing, expansion, feeling inner bliss and
then when the testimonials that came back from the people who were so touched
with Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photo Pulse.
How has Sree Maa Shri Ji brought
difference to your life?
I will try to keep it brief. Since knowing
Sree Maa Shri Ji, they have taken me under their wings and worked with me very
patiently, lovingly and compassionately. They always supported me with the
right guidance. So I could become more open and in tune with the Atma (the
Soul).
I was such a drama queen; till Sree Maa
Shri Ji walked into my life. Because of Sree Maas grace, patience and nurturing
and become more in-tune with yourself.
I can now embrace anything with love and
grace. I still remember this Soul Mapping session with Sree Maa, I was told to
embrace everything that comes my way, those sentences always struck by me. With
all the workshops that followed, the Facilitators in Training programme, it
became easier to actually live with that wave.
“The golden phrase we were told since day
1 was to step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse step in, be
the Non-Doer. It has been quite a journey to embody that, I can’t say that
straight from the start. I had the doer step in through Facilitators in
Training programme. More teachings and insights were shared about Quantum
Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.”
It was actually easier and effortlessly
came from a non-doer state not so much effort to come together.
Are Sree Maa’s teachings consistent with
Ancient Eastern philosophy or change over period of time.
I could say it was always consistent.
Being from atheist background, I always had these questions, What is love, Why
am I here. I had sense of God or something that is greater.
There was nothing I could refer to, I
dabbled into the new age groups and modalities but that wasn’t giving me the
answers. So it just didn’t sit.
Then Sree Maa Shri Ji started speaking and
explaining Sanatan Dharma. I felt so light and refreshing. I just knew this
is it for me. Sree Maa just knows how to explain the most complex
teachings to break it down to someone like me with zero background.
Do you think people will have resistance
to such direct and open way of talking?
I can imagine there will be people. I was
living in Sydney in 2012 and then I moved back to Netherlands in early 2014.
When we were volunteering, Sree Maa Shri Ji had given this beautiful platform.
Everyone was so touched by the
experiences. Part and parcel of it is, how to be the non-Doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji
was very frank with giving such feedback. I have to say that my ego was little
bit at that time.
I knew this is best for me, this is for
the benefit of my Soul. I have to say that “Sree Maa has always always always
nurtured my Soul”. Even when I was letting it down. I feel very grateful.
Yes there might be people, who might not
be able to stand beyond that but that’s they are losing out.
Did you ever feel that Sree Maa
indoctrinated or imposed any belief system on you?
Quite the opposite Mala. Sree Maa Shri
Ji’s teachings are universal. I felt so free learning about Sanatan Dharm,
which is not a religion – it is the eternal truth and righteous way of living.,
spiritual democracy and such a breath of fresh air.
I have seen man made religions, very
dogmatic and written in a book but this (Sanatan Dharma) covers about the
journey to the Soul and the Super Soul, God or Bhagwan or however you refer to
the absolute. It cannot be captured in a book, it is not something dogmatic. It
is the most natural thing, the Bhagwan when you say.
Living such life is a second nature. Just
the way Sree Maa Shri Ji have taught that and brought us into the nature and to
my life, I feel so grateful.
How was your experience with Facilitator in Training Programme?
I joined the Facilitator in Training
programme in 2013 when there was a trial intake. I remember we write letters
expressing your interest & pledge on how you would like to take Kosmic
Fusion mission forward.
When I read my letter in front of Sree Maa
Shri Ji, I had to cry. There was something like a connection in there, so
deeply. I still have a lot to learn about my self. The Facilitators in
Training programme was also about the Awakenin, Transformation and
Transcendence process i.e. moving from your small “self” to your True “Self”,
the Brahmaroop.
Then there was shades of small self,
getting in the way. I have learnt it really helps to look honestly at
your self. All the shades come up and how to move forward. I was not always
honest with my self but thank to Sree Maa Shri Ji and their guidance, sense of
humour and guidance, that I have been able to grow and move forward.
A lot had changed through that FiT
programme. For a while I have to say I lived in a little bit of a
daze, sleepy that I had my own belief systems about love, light etc. Sree Maa
Shri Ji woke me up to the truth and remove these blinkers. That is truly what
sets you free, that is liberating and it’s not in judging others but it’s in
discerning.
I have become very honest. I know my soul
is nurtured so deeply. Everything that I have learnt from Sree Maa Shri Ji,
putting it into practice more. I’m so grateful that I’m still under Sree Maa
Shri Ji’s wings, they are still holding my hand.
What motivates you to take Sree Maa as
your Guru, Guide and Teacher?
Sree Maa has always embraced me with so
much of love, so much understanding, so much compassion. Whatever I need each
moment, Sree Maa & Shri Ji have always given it unconditionally,
boundlessly, lovingly.
“I have seen in the Facilitators in
Training Programme, Sree Maa Shri Ji have gone above and beyond humanly
possible, to give all of us in the FiT programme, to support us in our journey
of Awakenin, Transformation and Transcendence.”
It is only in hindsight and after more than a year of reflection and research
on narcissism that i am able to write about how i have contributed to all the
delays to Sree Maa’s vision and the noble mission of Kosmic Fusion to share the
Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse with many people.
i am extremely sorry and apologize from the bottom of my heart to Sree Maa Shri
Ji, to the other FiTs and to the people whom have been held back from receiving
the Grace of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. By enabling the
covert narcissists that snuck into the FiT Programme have inadvertently slowed
down Sree Maa and the mission of Kosmic Fusion.
Stealth bomb
Covert narcissists are very hard to spot, and they are very good at playing
your weaknesses. My kalyan mitra Archita shared a quote she found about covert
narcissists that i think is very apt: “covert
narcissist is the worst kind of narcissist there is. Like a stealth
bomb, you can’t see them coming until they have left their destruction.”
Unfortunately, narcissists are drawn to empaths and empathetic people and roam
around in spiritual circles, not because they want to serve others or to work
on themselves and spiritually progress but because there, they can find a large
unsuspecting supply. Supply of trusting people with forgiving and kind
qualities they can drain energetically and manipulate for attention and other
resources as well. It is only by the Grace and protection of Sree Maa Shri Ji
and the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse that i am still standing and
that i am still here.
Ignorance, unawareness and self-preservation
Having said this, the narcissists wouldn’t
have been able to hijack the FiT Programme, create such havoc and harassment,
had i practiced awareness, discernment and did what was right at all times.
Looking back on the FiT Programme, can see how i have missed many vital cues,
clues and red flags graciously raised by Sree Maa, and how my own nature got in
the way.
Trusted others in the FiT Programme
blindly, believing everyone had come with the same genuine intention. And this
is where i fell short big time. Failed to listen thoroughly and reflect on the
Teachings Sree Maa was sharing and think about how that would apply to the FiT
Programme, not in the least when Sree Maa explained about devas and danavas…
Was looking within at my grey shades (and
this i could have done much better too) but not paying attention to what was
going on with all in the FiT Programme. Didn’t practice discernment, despite
Sree Maa talking about it, and remained too self-absorbed with my own process,
not taking enough interest in what was happening in other regions where FiT
were living, including the Ashram House.
Completely fell for the image that Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus was projecting of a hard-working,
dedicated volunteer and later on devotee. Interestingly, it is a fact that
covert narcissists often come across as polite and well-behaved, as is
explained in
this article. There was at times evidence or behaviours from her side
to the contrary but this cognitive dissonance i didn’t solve by asking the
right questions or finding out what was really going on in Sydney.
There were tensions amongst some of the FiTs at times
and bullying messages from Joy and Iphigenie on the group whatsapp but where
there is conflict i tend to run away or shut down instead of standing up. Chose
self-preservation, not saying anything and holding on the miss goodie two shoes
fakeness and my people pleasing tendencies. Narcissists are masters at
deflections and projections and the lights still did not go on in my head when
Iphigenie/Malana and especially Joy Vottus were playing the victim and putting others under
the train.
Now, when i read the characteristics of a covert narcissists i can see that
both Joy and Iphigenie literallytick all the boxes. At the time, had no
clue but should have at least asked some questions and done research about
narcissism when it first came to light mid 2016 that Rita/Nandini had
narcissistic tendencies. It is almost uncanny how their games are exactly like
you read in
the textbooks about narcissism.
Arrogance
Straight from the start Sree Maa has
taught about being the non-doer; the golden rule was to step back and let the
All-Knowing QVSWPP step in. The FiT Programme gave us the opportunity to
practice this sincerely, but my doer and arrogance did step in at times and
that paved the way for the narcissists to create chaos. For example, raised my
hand at the 2016 Retreat for Bhakti Bhaav. Initially felt hesitation and didn’t
feel ready at all but arrogance took over.
What is more i was among those who
attempted to write about Bhakti Bhaav following this Retreat whereas i didn’t
have a clue what it was, very much a novice at it and it is something one can
only offer by the Grace of Bhagwan and Satpurush. By putting up my hand and
attempting to write about it, completely failed to show respect for Sree Maa
Shri Ji’s paramekantik Bhakti to Bhagwan Swaminarayan which we receive most
graciously as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Never ever did i
publish any of the drafts, but the narcissists made use of this situation to
write their own flyers and promotions portraying themselves as great devotees and
actually going ahead with printing it, trying to deceive innocent seekers with their
lies. Sree Maa immediately put a stop to all workshops when this happened to protect innocent people.
Deep sleep
Was so deeply asleep that for the longest time did not clue on to the
subtle and sly ways in which Iphigenie was spreading her poison
in the group, constantly creating confusion and planting
seeds of doubts and doing everything to fulfil her mission to destroy Kosmic
Fusion. Even after the India Pilgrimage where Iphigenie’s behaviour was
rude and appalling and i even questioned her why she was in the Ashram, i did
not approach Sree Maa to ask Sree Maa Shri Ji how is Sree Maa doing. Sree Maa
travelled a lot, was out of the Ashram a lot after Iphigenie moved in and that
should have been a big hint. The least i should have done was to enquire what
is happening in the Ashram, show interest from the bottom of my heart about the
wellbeing of my ultimate Well-Wisher. Yet i never asked.
Sree Maa was selflessly giving 1000%
percent to the FiT Programme, making untold sacrifices for the benefits of the
FiT, relentlessly guiding all of us towards the Brahmroop, even the
ones who came with malicious intentions as Sree Maa sees the divine potential
within all. But i chose to remain in my comfort zone, sit on the fence, run
away or keep my blinkers on at crucial times. What i ended up doing is
exploiting the kindness and Compassion of the one i hold most dear, beloved
Sree Maa Shri Ji. Ended up enabling two covert malignant narcissists who
created horrendous harassment to Sree Maa Shri Ji and also to other FiTs. Sree
Maa was always protecting us, taking the attacks from the narcissists on
herself, but i miserably failed to keep the side of Sree Maa when Sree Maa was
silently enduring all the harassment at the Ashram House at the hands of the
narcissists.
Sree Maa didn’t need any of us at all, but
since we wanted to volunteer graciously gave us the opportunity. Wrote in my
letter in 2013 that i wanted to serve the noble mission of Kosmic Fusion but
ended up wasting Sree Maa Shri Ji’s time and delaying the mission.
It is only by the tireless Guidance and
Compassion of Sree Maa that i have been able to put the pieces of the puzzle
together, reflect on my behaviour and nature of the small self and the
spiritual bypassing practiced. Unfortunately, it was Sree Maa and Shri Ji who
had to bear the brunt. i have learnt lessons at the expense of Sree Maa Shri
Ji. There is no way i can ever apologize enough or make amends for what i have
done. Can only honestly resolve to not repeat the same wrongs and mistakes ever.
Am most fortunate to still be able to be associated with Kosmic Fusion as a
faculty and forever endebted to Sree Maa Shri Ji for everything, for awakening
my true Soul, for protecting me, for ushering me forward.
Sree Maa has given us everything on a platter
including the most beautiful Absolute Truth teachings, and the most benevolent
Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Resolve to learn from my mistakes and give it my best to truly serve the most
noble mission of Kosmic Fusion.
Recently had
a look at Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus ‘slick’ youtube channel, website and heard a podcast she
put out together with her narc partner in crime Iphigenie Amoutzias, still trying
to slander Kosmic Fusion.
Perfect make-up and professional looking videos on the outside, doesn’t say anything
about what’s going on within a person. Ask yourself honestly, can you feel a
genuine warmth from her smile…? Didn’t think so.
So, in this
podcast she is claiming that what she is doing is her mission. You can read on her
youtube channel and website she aims to raise humanity’s vibration for a better
new earth living, whatever that means. Just when you think you have seen it all
as far as exploitation, she now even manages to abuse the word mission.
Mission is for someone who is truly dedicated no matter how much money is
involved. Dedicated with their heart and soul, and most of all a mission is not
about yourself but about making the world a better place. Basically, the
opposite what Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus stands for.
One good
look at Joy’s facebook page, youtube channel and website, and you’ll straight
away see this is all about her grandiose and her earning money. Zero humility
and there is an awful lot of book and buy now buttons.
The packages
you can buy on her website are a clear give away. And if you think you are that
great that healing vibrations are coming from your breakfast of sandwich and
coffee to uplift people as Joy Vottus posted on her facebook group like she is some
great Satpurush, you’re on some deluded ego high only.
She is just
a spiritual narcissist pretending to be some great healer and spiritual
teacher for fame and fortunate.
Writing
this, tears well up. Sree Maa has done so much for me, a meritless, agyani soul,
not only ignorant but also arrogant who was deeply lost in Maya and drunk
on ego. My sense is i am not even aware of 1% of what Sree Maa has done for my soul and countless other souls to elevate them and eventually lead them back to
where they belong, to Bhagwan Swaminarayan.
i am not able to adequately describe the Greatness of someone so elevated,
loving and supremely Divine like Sree Maa Shri Ji as my understanding is very limited, but will attempt to share my experience and thoughts as my humble
tribute to my Supreme Lifeline and Ultimate Well-Wisher, the one whom i am
fortunate to call my Guru, and also as a stance to share the Truth.
There are some who are so deluded by their false self and ego fabrications and
so caught up in their narcissistic self, they have spread lies about Sree Maa
Shri Ji, things that couldn’t be further from the Truth. How anyone can talk
lies about One who is so Compassionate, Loving and Kind really beats me but
with this humble sharing i hope to go some way in dispelling those falsities.
Wherever
Sree Maa walks everything gets uplifted and is touched by Grace so Supreme,
there are simply no words for it. A small example: when we visited Vrindavan with
Sree Maa during a Pilgrimage in 2017, clearly remember this place where pandits
were literally screaming and fighting out of greed. Recently one of the Faculty
members had the great fortune to travel with Sree Maa to Vrindavan again and
she saw that the greed had gone down tremendously, not only in that particular place
but in the whole of Vrindavan and Mathura where we had gone at that time. There
is no doubt in my head this is the Grace of Sree Maa. My heart delights thinking
about all the places Sree Maa has been that have been showered with an
invisible but All-powerful touch of Grace.
i was not
always aware of this, in fact i did not recognize the Divinity and Greatness of
Sree Maa Shri Ji at first. Sree Maa has explained, this is Kali Yuga, this is
the time where God can walk past and people will not recognize God. i was one of
those people… Only by Sree Maa’s Supreme Grace has my Soul been awakened and my
eyes opened up.
To be in
the Presence of Sree Maa Shri Ji is a Blessing and boon beyond compare. Bodily
awareness decreases, less sleep is needed, awareness increases as the Soul
comes in the forefront rather than the small self, but also that which needs to
be let go of will come up so it can graciously be discarded for the Soul to move
closer to Bhagwan. To even have Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Darshan is a Blessing and
not to be taken lightly, something which i with my western background was slow
to comprehend. Apart from Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Darshan, Sree Maa’s eyes and voice
have always mesmerized me and truly are from beyond this world.
Can
honestly say that Sree Maa has not only lifted up my soul but also made me a
better human being in the first place, one who can be honest with herself and
with others. Through Sree Maa’s unconditional Love, Compassion and Grace have
changed from quite an uncouth individual, fluffed up by a miss goody two shoes
fakeness and useless people pleasing tendencies to a more refined human being, even
though am very much still work in progress, as is my Atmanishta.
Sree Maa has never ever held my agyan against me, even though must have unknowingly
shown a lot of disrespect as i had no clue how to even talk or behave
appropriately in the Presence of Grace and Utmost Divinity. Sree Maa is an
Anaadi Mukt, completely one with the One and Only One, Bhagwan Swaminarayan, a
paramekantik Bhakt of Bhagwan Swaminarayan, and yet has met me where i was no
matter how ignorant and gone out of Sree Maa Shri Ji’s way to uplift my soul. Sree
Maa has picked me up from the hole i had dug myself in. Can only imagine what
it must be like having to put your hand into the sewer to pull someone out, and
to do so without any resistance and with pure Love.
Sree Maa
Shri Ji’s Compassion knows no bounds. This you can immediately feel when you
are in the Presence of Sree Maa. Have had the great fortune to see Sree Maa
bless all creatures, be they simple flies, cows or deer. Never Sree Maa loses
sight of the Paramatma within the Atma within all and Sree Maa does not leave a stone unturned
to elevate souls. Even the
two covert malignant narcissists who infiltrated the FiT Programme have had
moments of reflection and conscience, through Sree Maa’s supernova empathy and
unlimited Compassion, which is unprecedented.
Have heard Charitras
about Nandsantos (elite saints) in the time of Shreeji Maharaj who were
sometimes beaten black and blue by wicked people. Being the elevated Souls they
are, they would not retaliate but forgive the attackers and pray for their
well-being. Have seen the same thing with Sree Maa Shri Ji who was attacked,
slandered, backstabbed by some of the FiTs, one of the FiT even tried to poison
Sree Maa Shri Ji but Sree Maa Shri Ji would silently endure and still pray for
their well-being, shower them with Compassion, Guidance and show them the way. i
failed to keep the Paksh of Sree Maa, but Sree Maa always had my back and protected me from the attacks from the narcissists, taking the brunt of the attacks on herself.
Sree Maa is
the epitome of selflessness. Always going above and beyond what is humanly
possible to support others, making untold personal sacrifices and spending
tireless days, sleepless nights to guide others, without thinking twice always putting
the welfare of others before Sree Maa.
Sree Maa has taken on and processed a lot of my negativity and that of all the
FiTs, experienced so many bodily discomforts, but never once Sree Maa would
complain. i was the one failing to look after Sree Maa, and making sure Sree
Maa Shri Ji’s is comfortable, but Sree Maa never ever failed me or anyone else.
Sree Maa is the ultimate Giver, who hears all prayers and who gives and gives
and gives.
Sree Maa
Shri Ji knows me better than i know myself and has only ever my well-being, the
kalyan of my Atma at heart. Like a true Mother Sree Maa has nurtured me so
lovingly, holding my hand as i stumbled and fell and acted up. Even when i was
taking Sree Maa Shri Ji for granted or acted inappropriately, Sree Maa still
held on tight and ushered me forward. Sree Maa has spent countless hours on me,
guiding me personally, explaining things again and again in ways so that my
thick head can understand, making sure the ego doesn’t get the better of me and
towards my Brahmroop is where this soul is headed. Very patiently and lovingly Sree
Maa has guided me into the fold of Santana Dharma, the eternal Truth and righteous
way of living. When Sree Maa isn’t physically present, Sree Maa is still there,
very tangibly so guiding, supporting, showing the way Home.
The Gnan
showered by Sree Maa Shri Ji is simply Supreme. Have never come across anyone
who can teach like this and who is the living embodiment of not just Grace and
Compassion but Ultimate Wisdom, the Absolute Truth. The effortlessness with
which Sree Maa Shri Ji can talk and teach about the most elevated things in the
most understandable manner with a great sense of humour and crystal-clear clarity,
always in tune with the pulse of the room and the inner most feelings of all
present, still baffles me. Sree Maa’s Discourses and Teachings are truly
unparalleled and exquisitely Divine.
Sree Maa has
shown utmost humility and levelling, which is something only someone who is truly
great can do. Nirmanipanu – that which Sree Maa has emphasized so much, always
be without pride and arrogance, be meek and humble, Sree Maa is like that only.
Sree Maa walks the talk and is the ultimate non-doer, knowing it is Bhagwan Swaminarayan,
Sarva Karta, who is doing everything. Sree Maa is not only the ultimate non-doer
but also the epitome of Bhakti. Have had the great fortunate to witness Sree Maa’s
care and utmost love for the Murti of Maharaj in the Mandir at Sree Maa Shri Ji’s
Abode. Just thinking about this my heart smiles, this is a Love so Great, it is
Bhakti that is off the charts. And the biggest proof (for want of a better
word) is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.
It is the living Bhakti of Sree Maa Shri Ji to Bhagwan Swaminarayan that we
receive as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. A 24-7, 365-day connection to the Quantum Vortex Scalar
Wave Photon Pulse is the most precious Gift of Grace that Sree Maa Shri Ji has
bestowed to all who have attended the Awakenin Transformation workshop and no
doubt to many more. One can tune in anywhere any time they like. Teachings of
Kosmic Fusion have always been straight forward and beautifully universal: be
the non-doer, step back and let the QVSWPP step in. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave
Photon Pulse is the Supreme Signature of Source-Void, IT is the Swaminarayan
Mahamantra, the Name of the Supreme Almighty, shared unconditionally and
boundlessly by beloved Sree Maa. It brings the Soul back to the Super Soul, It
is the GPS installed that will bring the Atma back to Bhagwan. It is supremely
all-knowing and supremely intelligent, It touches everyone and doesn’t judge or
shun even the densest of people and places. It knows exactly what each one
needs and immersed in this Grace spontaneous healing on all levels is the
by-product.
Sree Maa once said “you guys simply have no idea what you have received. Simply
not even remotely aware of how much GRACE has been showered.” Just thinking
about these lines gives me goose bumps as i know it is true. Sada Aapki Abhaari
Rahungi Sree Maa for the unfathomable Grace bestowed and for holding me tight. You
are my Guru, my Lifeline, my Comforter, my Saviour, my Everything. Humbly
surrender in the Lotus Feet of Beloved SreeMaa-Shreeji _/\_ _/\รด__ _/\รด__
When i saw the following quote about the new age movement, was a little surprised. Did not realize that in the 70s and 80s the new age movement had such close ties with India and its unparalleled wisdom.
"For example in the 1970s, the new age movement was very much related to India. Even in 1982, at a conference in Mumbai about ancient wisdom and modern science, which was organized by the International Transpersonal Association, it was openly acknowledged that the conference was held in India, because India’s wisdom (the concept of Atman) is the consistent background for the new findings of unity underlying the diversity. At that time, I was very happy thinking that, since now science validates Indian wisdom, the knowledge of all of us being connected surely will trickle down to the common man. I was wrong. Today, almost 40 years later, India has been completely cut out in Wikipedia’s entry on transpersonal psychology. New age, too, has been disconnected from India. It is revealing how Wikipedia’s piece on transpersonal psychology ends: “…transpersonal psychology has been criticized by some Christian authors as being a mishmash of New Age ideas that offer an alternative faith system to vulnerable youths who turn their backs on organized religion.” Those Christian authors are not interested to find out, if there is indeed a transpersonal dimension to our existence, but fear, even more youth could leave the Church if they come to know about it…" - Maria Writh
Wonder what drove the new age movement away from its relation to India, apart from the arrogance and sense of superiority that white people tend to carry? And how did Christianity sneak into a description of transpersonal psychology on Wikipedia?
Pondering a bit on this, it actually doesn’t surprise me when i think about what happened with Kosmic Fusion and the FiT Programme. After the mask of two of the malignant narcissists in the FiT Programme had fallen off and their true destructive intentions had become apparent, they were asked to leave. Narcissists don’t take the truth very well and the narcissistic injury leads them to run a smear campaign. In our case, the smear campaign of Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Malana B. Taresi (as they now call themselves) involved going to some anti-cult organizations and a paid biased article in the media filled with lies slandering the name of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. And it looks like they are still continuing to work hand in glove with the anti-cult movement to spread lies through podcasts and youtube videos.
Church-media-anticult nexus You would think this situation could be a one off… but when you do a little research something more sinister appears. Any spiritual minority or movement promoting Santana Dharma (eternal way of righteous living) will encounter opposition from the church-media-anti-cult nexus who work in cahoots to carry out the church’s agenda of keeping people under their dogmatic control.
This is perfectly explained with proofs and evidence in this article, which is well worth a read to open your eyes. Coming back to the above quote by Maria Writh and the fact that somehow Christianity snuck in there... It seems that certain echelons in Christianity have long arms reaching many places and do everything to keep people ignorant and unaware. Indeed, what if people would break away from organized religion and got in touch with their True Soul? Surely this would mean some would lose their power and control…
Deflection What if the mass media would cover the truth of the widespread scandals and abuse of the sickest kind in the Christian and Catholic churches? And why aren’t they bar a few articles here and there?
What i saw the two malignant narcissists do in the FiT Programme was create a lot of smoke and mirrors to deflect from the damage and unethical acts they were doing. Somehow this rings a bell, when i see that the media in NZ went to great lengths to cover a false story about only a very small group of 12 people who received a training of whom only a few actually lived in NZ and they failed to cover what truly matters. Does anyone smell a rat here?
Would like to leave you with the following questions:
When i first felt some inner spiritual calling, started looking into what was readily available around me and living in the west ended up exploring a good part of the smorgasbord of the new age industry. Am saying industry, as i have found it had more to do with the (spiritual) ego & making money than with genuine spiritual awakening, never mind transformation and transcendence.
Dabbled into healing with the angels, met people who claimed to be channelling the masters, people who were into crystals, followed a reiki course and some other courses, read quite a few books including A course in Miracles which was actually the only book that talked about the Grace of God. But after a few years of searching, nothing had felt quite right, maybe i felt good for a while but the deep yearning wasn’t answered and had seen nothing that actually brought me much closer to the truth or in connection with my True Soul. Saving Grace
All this changed when i met beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. Sree Maa awakened my Atma (True Soul), graced me with a 24/7 connection to the Signature of the Source/Void known as Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse or Swaminarayan Mahamantra and in the FiT Programme gently introduced me to Sanatana Dharma, the eternal way of righteous living. It is hard to put into words, felt a sense of coming Home straight from the start with Sree Maa Shri Ji and “this is It” with everything Sree Maa Shri Ji was sharing, the QVSWPP and with Words, though my ego was baffled at times at the Absolute Truths shared that rattled the many faulty and limited beliefs i held within my mind. Forever grateful to Bhagwan for sending beloved Sree Maa into my life.
Have had the great fortunate to have been graced with countless Blessings and many unparalleled enlightening Discourses by Sree Maa. Sree Maa has always spoken in a way that someone like me can understand, with modern day analogies, in simple English but that contained the most profound Wisdoms and Absolute Truth from the Satshastras that truly nourish the True Soul, show the Glory of the Absolute and the way to liberation. This by the way also involves honest reflection and introspection and not trying to shove the grey shades under the carpet or sugar coating them, like i had seen so much in the new age circles and which i had also indulged in very much.
There is a lot going on and i don’t pretend to know much, in fact if there is one thing i have learnt is that i know nothing but can see there are plenty of times where so-called spiritual teachers in the west are drawing on Ancient Wisdom from India but are not paying homage and credit to the true source. A stark example would be the theosophical society which the healing industry draws on so heavily, unfortunately they have twisted information and spread a lot of misconceptions in the west.
Micro-macro
Thinking about it, what i have seen happening in the FiT Programme in a micro scale, is what is going on in the world at large. There two covert narcissists who had snuck into the FiT Programme were and still are stealing Sree Maa’s teachings without giving credit and also tried to Sree Maa's identity. One even went to the point of promoting herself as a Facilitator and bringer of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the other pretended to be such a great devotee that healings were happening because of that. Things couldn’t be further from the truth… Stealing credit is of course a narcissists middle name, and the sad thing is they are cutting the branch they are sitting on. Without the One and Only One nothing is possible and without a true Guru this problem called the “i”/ego is impossible to transcend.
One of the many empowering things taught in the FiT Programme includes not stealing credit and think this is one many so-called spiritual teachers in the west should take to heart. Have actually shared this with my daughter too and it is beautiful to see that she makes sure not to steal anyone’s credit or forget to acknowledge the true source.
This is a response from the Kosmic Fusion
Faculty to the continued attack and slander committed by two disgruntled
individuals who were officially
dissociated from our movement in April 2018. This explanation is
meant to provide information to maintain clarity, and is not intended to
slander or sabotage any individuals mentioned. As you may be aware, Kosmic
Fusion was attacked by two ex-volunteers, who were backed by Journalists Tony
Wall and Steve Kilgallon of New Zealand.
This response also shines a light on the anti-cult, media and church nexus and how they work in connivance to tarnish genuine organizations and movements.
We were in a small village in India with shops where they sold beautiful local
artisan products. In one of the shops, Iphigenie starts whining she really wants
this big orange shawl but doesn’t have any money. She put on a full show
including a sad puppy face. Feeling for her at the time, i offered to borrow
her the money or even buy her the shawl as a gift and she quickly took it.
Later on, i found out Iphigenie had a habit of fleecing money from people all
the time and i wasn't the only one whom she had approached in India.
Shortly
after the India Pilgrimage in February 2017, Iphigenie had borrowed 1000 dollars
from Renu under false pretences. She had made it appear that it was for the Ashram,
but that was a lie. Iphigenie used it to pay off personal expenses, such as her
car loan. Telling lies and deceiving others is what narcissists do. She had
also borrowed a big amount from another FiT whom had made sure this was
recorded on paper and witness by a third party. Guess deep down this FiT knew the
kind of person she was dealing with.
Interestingly, when i met Iphigenie in Auckland in 2015 and saw her apartment, she was
renting in a fancy neighbourhood and she must be paying at least 300 a week for it. Also noticed how all the food items she had were expensive organic items bought from
health food stores. She was living a life larger than her income based on
relief teaching and as a belly dance teacher due to her own grandiose.
Iphigenie
had brought her money problems to Sree Maa shri Ji and Sree Maa Shri Ji being
the living embodiment of Grace and Compassion had recommended her to Ritu/Nandini
so she could learn how to do hair extensions and work in Nandini’s shop for a
steady income. Instead of being grateful and seizing this wonderful opportunity,
Iphigenie played dirty games, pitching Nandini’s staff against Nandini and causing
discord amongst the staff. No wonder Nandini had to let her go.
Iphigenie’s
belly dance business was going nowhere, but she claimed she stopped it so she could
dedicate her time and energy more fully to Kosmic Fusion… Hey, where have we
heard this before? Right, with Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus in Sydney who chose the retrenchment
package of about 40,000 dollars instead of a new job when the University where
she was working went through a restructuring. She claimed she quit her job so she could
dedicate her time more to Kosmic Fusion, but in reality, she was investing this
money in her own business called Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre and another
sole trader business she had set up with Hanuman. Narcissists have a funny way
of twisting everything to suit their story and make themselves look like a victim. But
the truth is, Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus was stealing Kosmic Fusion data (personal contacts of people)
and copyright for her own benefit.
While Irene
was hiring some expensive internet consultant for 20,000 dollars or so, Iphigenie
bought some expensive "build your own business package" by Marie Forleo. They are
free to do this, of course, but they can’t later on claim they were giving up
everything for Kosmic Fusion when they were only doing so for their own interests
and business ventures.
For your
information, all the other FiTS/volunteers still had and have their full time jobs so
they can look after their families and themselves and take responsibility in
life.
Iphigenie was
also eyeing the money from her father, whom she didn’t like and had even accused
of sexually abusing her as a child, but she has no qualms about taking money
from him… To me this shows the true character of a person.
The real question
is, if Iphigenie felt Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings were not resonating with her as she now says,
why did she stay in the FiT Programme? And why did she come on the India Pilgrimage
when she was struggling with money? There were others who hadn’t come to India due
to work commitments or other reasons why they couldn’t make it. We were never
forced to do or pay for anything. At the end of each year we were told explicitly
to reflect if this path was still for us and write letters only if we wished to
stay. Some people have left after they felt the FiT Programme was no longer for
them without any judgement or any questions asked. Iphigenie’s claims she was
forced to stay are blatant lies. She stayed on as she was on a mission to
destroy Kosmic Fusion due to her pathological envy and jealousy. If she can’t
have it, nobody can.
She came to the Ashram uninvited through manipulating one of the other FiTs
Jeeya and was the one contributing
least to the Ashram House rent, yet now claims she has given so much. How? What?
When? She was causing harassment in the Ashram and purposefully bullying and gaslighting
Jeeya and Rita to create chaos and stop their progress. She even had the audacity to bill the Murti of Swaminarayan Bhagwan for the Prasad. While living in the Ashram she purposefully forgets to host Cosmic Meetup
in Auckland twice, leaving the ones who had come for the meditation stranded.
The whole
time she was the representative of Kosmic Fusion in NZ, people were leaving; from
a vibrant community of about 25-30 people, the numbers were reduced to two in
New Zealand because of her sick covert games and sowing seeds of doubt. What giving is she talking about? Her claims are completely baseless
and an outright lie. Everywhere she has gone she has left a path of destruction
and chaos. This is exactly what a covert malignant narcissist does. They lie,
cheat, purposefully withhold information and twist the truth.
Sree Maa Shri Ji has been the ONLY ONE giving non-stop, literally 24/7 of her time, energy and effort and all Iphigenie has done is misuse Sree Maa’s
Kindness, Compassion and Grace.
i urge anyone not to fall for Iphigenie’s sob stories and story of victimhood. This is not a nice person, this is someone who uses and abuses, slyly, covertly
and insidiously. i have witnessed and experienced this myself. And like a narcissist
when their true face is out, they don’t take responsibility but instead take
revenge and try to smear the other party and project on them the things they
have done themselves.
Because of Sree Maa's super nova empathy and tireless support, even Iphigenie has had her moments where she was able to reflect on her actions but she fell back into playing the victim game. Iphigenie is trying to portray herself as a victim and
put labels on Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji as she is still hellbent on
destruction. Do not be deceived by her superficial charm or claims that she is
a spiritual person. Do not fall for her lies. Please do your own investigation
and read the blogs of my Kalyan Mitras Jeeya and Nandini who were living in NZ and also lived with her in the Ashram House. Feel free to contact me with any
question.
P.S.
i am standing up for the truth as there are too many people being victimised by
narcissists in today’s world and silence is not okay. i failed to raise my voice
on the FiT Programme due to my own limitations, but will not keep quiet
anymore.
