A way out

Imagine taking a look 700 years from now into the future, it’s 2721. Drones are flying all over the city, there is very little green. Workers are being accompanied by robots to factory type places before sunrise and brought back after sunset into their sleeping pods. They never see the light of day. They have already lost that spark within them. The pods are where they are kept artificially happy; people are induced into a fantasy world where they can be and experience anything they like.

If you are lucky, you are ‘free’ to roam around on the streets and decide for yourself what you want to do. But how free are you really when you are moving only to the beat of your worldly desires encouraged by the constant barrage of subliminal, artificial suggestions and manipulations coming at you 24/7? These people are always followed by bots monitoring them, under the guise of servant bots. The look in their eyes is empty; that depth, that soulfulness is gone. Life has become all about gratifying the senses, it is all about ‘what’s next for me’. No need to toil or put any effort in, just pop a pill, upload a programme into your brain and you are the expert at this or that. You can be that special one, the hero in the story. People are not even looking at the sun anymore, there is too much artificial stimulation all around. No one looks up let alone within.

This may seem farfetched but am extrapolating from what i am observing around me right now. What we are seeing now is not so much different. People moving through their work, eat, sleep, entertain me cycle. Get up, work, come home, either first engage in some exercise to stay fit or straight away flick on the tv or Netflix, open up a can of beer or some other alcoholic beverage, eat food, including food for which other species have had to suffer and give their life, sleep and then the cycle starts all over again. Occasionally this cycle is interrupted by a sea, sand, sun holiday. We are so busy striving for a partner, children, bigger house, bigger car, career, looking young, having fun, feeling good, that we lose sight of what truly matters. We are so caught up in ‘my story’ that we have forgotten to look for the Truth within.

Where is the room and time for inner contemplation, where is the time to think about the Cause of all causes? We have become so distracted that we can’t find the time to ponder on the age-old questions such as who am i? Or innocent questions like wow which artist is this that has drawn the beauty and power of nature, whose mysterious force underpins and upholds this massive universe and makes the planets revolve in perfect sync? We have lost that innocence, that wonder and that connection – thinking we know so much as humans, when in truth we don’t have a clue and are drifting away from our very essence.

Already the world is so confused, and more confusion is added every day. A child of the 70s, i have been very lucky to have had a childhood outside. Used to roam around in parks and hang out in nature. We did not have any fancy toys, just playing with a skipping rope and a hula hoop and we were happy. We had tv but there were no push notifications trying to get our attention. Things used to be simpler. Today’s youth are always wired online and being swamped with so many projections that they don’t know what is up and what is down. Children are overwhelmed with messages to be woke and with countless options of gender and sexual orientation from a very early age. They are aware of things now by the age of 7 that we didn’t even know when we were 14. They are rapidly losing that innocence which is so vital for our jivatma (incarnational soul) to remain pure.  

Social media is on 24/7 and we are bombarded with online projections through role models like Kim Kardashian, the gameplaying YouTube celebs or the next crypto millionaire. Everyone is claiming to be someone on socials, but the truth is rarely shared. The other day Instagram came up in a conversation with a colleague and she explained how so many of her friends post pictures that are a fake portrayal of their life and who they are. She said, it is so funny that they will post that one thing that maybe happened for 1 second throughout their entire day but make it seem like it is their life. We live in fictional realities where fakeness and façade are the norm. Connection with others now is through playing online games, we gather likes and shares for approval, we express through emojis and have apps where you can pick a (sex) partner based on online profiles, swipe left for reject, swipe right for like. With the Covid-19 pandemic and related lockdowns this has been taken to another level, where isolation is enforced, and connection is moved further into the virtual world. On top of that fear of survival has increased which makes our mind more susceptible to programming.

With so much programming already done of the collective unconscious and subconscious mind, it is next to impossible to discern what is genuine and what is projection, what is real and what is fake. And worse, to discern what is right and what is wrong. One good look at the world, and you can tell the madness and chaos is only increasing. Instead of focusing on the Divine within and the invisible thread that connects us all, on the level of Atma, there is more split happening within families, within nations, between nations, between continents. There is this group and that group. There is victim and victimizer. There is rich and poor. Now we also have the vaccinated vs the unvaccinated. Wonder whose agenda it is to cause further division? On all levels, there is struggle for dominance, power play and manipulation and the ones best at this seem to be rewarded. Where is there a place for righteous conduct?

Where is living in the rhythm of nature, in tune with the Cosmos and understanding our part in the bigger scheme of things? Where is the humility that our very breath and life force is not our own and we are insignificant? Where is the understanding that we are never in control and that who we truly are is not this body, not this mind and not the sea of emotions that we experience? We can send humans into space but have no understanding of Truth. We are technologically advanced and no doubt with the advent of AI this will be taken to an unimaginable level, but we are spiritually lost. We have computers now writing articles and books and dictating the objects of our attention.

Who is looking for the Absolute Truth? From what i can see very few. Hardly anyone is talking about the jivatma anymore, let alone the Absolute. And if they are talking about a higher power, it is about a God that punishes and can condemn people to eternal hell, coming from Abrahamic religions that seem to have more to do with control than with pathways for the jivatma to become liberated. Their heaven and hell sound a lot like man-made astral planes where you can get stuck and get sucked by inorganic lifeforms who have already lost their essence and hunt for food to survive.

The proven pathways of Sanatana Dharma that show the way to Self-Realisation and ultimate liberation are under pressure. Those time-tested practices that are part of Hinduism that keep you attuned to your True Soul and the Absolute are being ridiculed. This is a carefully designed attack. There are those who do not want you to wake up to the Truth or spend time looking within. The sacred Guru – shishya parampara that has been there for thousands of years is systematically being eroded. Media are constantly putting Gurus under the train, picturing them as loonies or cult leaders. Those trying to protect Sanatana Dharma are called extremist and under relentless attack in the media in the West and in India itself. This is not a coincidence. Even today’s Hindus in India are being kept away from Sanatana Dharma with all the liberal, leftist and communist narratives and agendas in the sold-out media. Sadly, forced conversions to Abrahamic religions and love jihad are an everyday occurrence.

It is not so hard to imagine that what we see amongst nations on earth is also happening on a grander scale. Earth itself is the centre of a battle between beings from other dimensions. Beings that have already used up and destroyed their own dimensions, but their need for survival is so strong. They have found an inorganic way to live and can only live as a parasite looking for those that they can draw energy from, and humans are a perfect supply. It is these intruders that have come a couple of thousand years ago and set up a matrix with their advanced technology; a matrix that pumps in programmes and is so enmeshed with our natural reality that we cannot distinguish what is real and what is artificial. A technology that can manipulate the 5 sheaths that surround our spark and constitute our physical, subtle and causal bodies. To use a modern analogy, they have found a way to hack into our mind, emotions and energy system and they are projecting on us from there.

There are those on the planet colluding with these intruders and furthering the division and control. They have sold their soul in their pursuit of power and exaltation of the ‘i’. With every industrial revolution more technology has been introduced not so much for the betterment of humanity and society, but to further the dependency on external factors and strengthen the control on the human psyche. Nowadays they can make computer chips the size of dust - imagine what they could do with that to human consciousness. If you look at the Hollywood movies that have come out showing a dystopian world, space battles, AI rule and mind control, this may be closer to the truth than you think. Don’t be surprised if the intruders disclose beforehand what they are doing this way.

It is only those who are beyond space and time, those who are already fully Self Realized and merged with the Absolute who can show you the way out. They are sent for the benefit of those jivatmas, those mumukshus who still long for the Absolute, who somehow haven’t made it out yet but whose Atma is yearning to merge with the Paramatma. They bring the Absolute Truth to wake up seekers from the deep slumber they are in. We may have forgotten Bhagwan, but the Absolute has not forgotten us. One of those on such a Divine rescue mission is Sreemaa-Shreeji, bringing the most Benevolent and Magnificent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the Supreme Signature of the Absolute.

When someone shares the Truth, it rattles you. It rattled me. Truth cannot be realized through technology, only in silence and only by the Grace of that One and Only One. You have to stop being a player and be willing to lose yourself, this ‘i’ that has been in survival mode for so long. The Truth is that when you are the doer, you get done. If you are brave and honest enough to reflect on this, you will see this in your life every single day. But when you realize who is the All-Doer and that you are not in control and you are willing to let go and surrender, there is hope. Those on a rescue mission serve selflessly and silently and will bring exactly what is needed as it is the Absolute that is working through them. They will touch your Atma and bring you that undeniable experience of your True Self, beyond the 3 bodies. They will take your hand and show you the way out in mysterious ways that you cannot even fathom.  

Back to 2721. Imagine if you are someone still with that divine spark within that is longing to merge with its illuminator but stuck in the matrix, loaded with programmes and constantly being projected upon. For some reason you haven’t made it yet and find yourself again in a human body on this planet surrounded by holographic inserts without a soul. How will you get Home? How will your Atma fuse with the Paramatma? How will you even realize your true essence? There are no more Gurus, no methods, no school of thoughts, no more Avatars sent that teach, correct and show the way out. Yet there is hope.

It is written in the ancient Shastras that Bhagwan will come for His Bhaktas, for those who are looking for Him. The Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is that Supreme Lifeline that shows genuine seekers the way to final liberation. IT is beyond time and space and cannot be touched by any technology or destroyed by anything. IT is Beyond Beyond, All-Powerful and AI is no match for it. IT is the Formless Form of that One and Only One that connects with that Zero-Point within you, your True Self. IT is that Mysterious and Mighty Mother of all Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations that will help jivatmas find their answers even inside the matrix and as the Ultimate GPS make sure the parcel is delivered back to where it belongs. IT is Supreme Grace in action that bestows a way out.

How narcissism & Machiavellianism can play out in group dynamics

In the group of volunteers there were a number of individuals who came motives other than to volunteer for the most noble mission of Kosmic Fusion to share the benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse with many people. 

It has taken me quite a long time to get my head around the type of (mind) games these individuals were playing and the nuances in the personality issues they brought into the group. One of the things that gave some clarity was the difference between Machiavellianism and narcissism. When i read this article that explains the difference between Machiavellianism and narcissism and reflected on what i have seen and experienced with these people, it made a lot of sense.

Have put this together in a very short analysis to share my experience with such characters and how they can negatively impact the group dynamics when you are not aware, too trusting and not firmly rooted in your True Soul/Self.

My personal lesson learned was that you have to be a very centered person if you want to hold your space and remain unaffected by the toxicity such individuals are spreading. Admittedly, i tended to be quite a weakling with poor boundaries and people pleasing tendencies and thereby unwittingly ended up enabling these toxic individuals, but by the Grace of my Guru was able to work on my weaknesses to become more robust to be able to stand tall for what is right.

When the two highly toxic individuals were asked to leave after years of unethical behaviour, true to the nature of a narcissist/Machiavellian they joined hands and ran a smear campaign to attack Kosmic Fusion and its founders Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias/Malana B. Taresi 

In my observations Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias or Malana B. Taresi as she now calls herself, has some narcissistic traits but is predominantly a Machiavellian.

The narcissistic trait she has is jealousy and envy. The article states that narcissists “take jealousy and envy to a whole new level. Expect to face their wrath should they ever think you are putting someone else ahead of them”.
Dallia/Malana had pathological envy and jealousy and definitely she took jealousy and envy to a whole new level, to such a level that all she wanted to do was destroy Kosmic Fusion, because she was extremely envious and jealous of Sree Maa Shri Ji. This is what she has admitted to herself. And we have seen Dallia/Malana’s wrath in the smear campaign and in the psychic attacks she has done on other FiTs.

The article states for Machiavellianism: “They desire wealth and power over all else, and it is their detachment from conventional morality that allows them to chase their lofty goals without remorse and free from conscience.”
“They employ different faces in different situations as a tool for getting what they want. They will use lies and deceit where necessary, while also being capable of charm and friendliness.”
“Their manipulations are subtle – they seek to accomplish their aims without drawing too much attention to their less desirable qualities.”

Think this describes Dallia/Malana to the tee, she wanted power, she wanted to be the leader and wanted to set up a cult in Germany. Her manipulations were very subtle, she herself admitted that she is very subtle. Think she also deployed her charm and friendliness, for example how she pretended to be a friend to another volunteer, Renu. Only to a discerning eye, her charm and friendliness would fall flat, as there was always something ‘funny’ with the way she laughed and behaved. She clearly showed no remorse or conscience with what she did to to Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, and to other FiT, driving them away. 
“For them, winning is the ultimate aim”. Despite the momentous opportunity to come out of her darkness and the moments of reflections by the Grace of Paratpar Guru, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse during the Reunion, Dallia/Malana ran a nasty smear campaign and who knows what else she is still doing because she wants to win. 

“But, while a narcissist would be too jealous to wish success for other people, there might be occasions where a Machiavellian personality would accept someone else succeeding if it meant they could move up the ladder too. They would be prepared to do a deal with an equally success-oriented individual if it meant they, too, gained greater wealth and power.”

Maybe that is why Dallia/Malana got in touch with Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus at Gold Coast in the early days and secretly kept in touch with her and in that sense worked with Irene and ‘allowed’ her success in Sydney, while she was pursuing her malicious goals in New Zealand. This is also how they joined hands in the smear campaign.

Irene/Joy Kuo

Think Irene/Joy Kuo also exhibits traits of a narcissist but also a lot of Machiavellianism. Maybe she is a blend of both, all packed into one midget.

From the characteristic of a narcissist, she had a sense of entitlement and believed herself to be more deserving than other people, given her behaviour in India where she constantly wanted to be in the front of the temples and also expected to go into the car with Sree Maa Shri Ji all the time. She also had severe jealousy and envy for Jwala and Simran, am sure she would have tried to get Niranjana out if she had the chance. 

Narcissists “will happily belittle or degrade other people to make themselves feel good – they feel no remorse for heaping unhappiness on others.”. 
As it turned out, Irene was the queen of belittling and degrading others and don’t think she had any remorse about it at all. She was also selfish and definitely did not like to see others succeed. In addition, don’t think she faced criticism very well, either shifting blame or having some excuse. 

From Machiavellianism she put her self gain before almost anything else, she was controlling and used others to her advantage, Parsons in particular was used and abused big time but also the rest of the team in Sydney with all the contributions they made, but stealing the credit for herself. In the Ashram, she used Jeeya and Rita and it was clear that others were just a means to an end for her and she would walk over them.

She desired fortune and fame, and showed no conscience or conventional morality, though she hid this quite well. She would employ different faces in different situations, docile and servile in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji but the FiTs in Sydney got to see another face, and she showed yet another face towards the outstation FiTs. Not sure if Irene can be said to have charm and friendliness but she sure pretended to be nice and considerate, faking it all the way.

Machiavellians “are generally very calculating and careful when it comes to their actions. Everything needs to be planned and executed with precision so as to maximize their chances of success.”

This describes Irene very well, with her crazy spreadsheets, her copying of all the messages and Kosmic Fusion IP before she came to the Abode in November 2017 and her careful planning and running abundance circles and giving interviews behind Sree Maa Shri Ji’s back. Just the incident how she shoved the responsibility of the credit card into Parson’s shoes, shows how calculative she is, only dropping the bomb that her husband doesn’t like her name on the card when they are right in front of the bank clerk. 

I am sure her 100,000 dollars’ worth of ‘volunteering’ as she claimed in the slanderous paid article, consisted mostly in plotting her nefarious plans and manipulating Parsons. Irene/Joy’s manipulations were subtle too, as she hid them behind a cloak of doing it all for Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Interviews with my dear kalyan mitras

Earlier this year flew down to Sydney to meet with my dear kalyan mitras to reflect back on our phenomenal journey of the last couple of years with beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji in the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion.

There is so much to share but in my humble understanding the essence of it is unfathomable Grace, Sree Maa Shri Ji's pure Grace, Compassion and Kindness and total selflessness that has propelled us onto and forward on the journey towards our True SELF, the Brahmroop. Even though we have made many mistakes due to our inner weaknesses and flaws, learning at the expense of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa never let go of our hands and keeps ushering forward. With the GPS installed, the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse shared unconditionally by Sree Maa Shri Ji, and the Shelter of Sree Maa Shri Ji's gracious Wing we are most fortunate to be on the path of liberation Homebound.

Welcome you to watch our frank and heartfelt interviews about our transformational journeys:

















 Please stay tuned, more interviews coming :)

Can a narcissist be a non-doer?

One of the key conditions of sharing the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always been: be the non-doer. This means no intentions, no invocations, no expectations, really stepping back and letting the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse step in. IT is All-Knowing and knows exactly what is required for both the sharer and recipient, on all levels, in all dimensions, timelines and beyond. It is Supreme Grace in action. This golden rule was repeated by Sree Maa again and again and the FiT Programme was a blessed training ground to learn how to be the non-doer truly and fully. This golden rule was also spoken by Bhagwan Shri Krishna when he told Arjuna on the battlefield, just do your action but don't be concerned with the fruits of your action.

Yet not all who joined the FiT Programme were able or even wanted to move into this beautiful zone of the non-doer, especially the ones who had very strong narcissistic tendencies. Iphigenie (now calling herself Malana) had the great fortune to be part of the FiT Programme, yet she was obsessed with the need to be in control - one of the key characteristics of narcissists. Something she hid for a long time, as covert narcissists do but in front of Absolute Truth one cannot hide...

Power brokers
If you break down a narcissist’s games into its simplest form, it is all about power and control. They need to feel all powerful and better than you. They will seek to dominate every individual and every group they interact with. This is exactly what Iphigenie did. She wanted to be top dog and played the leader amongst the FiT in New Zealand. She wanted special powers, only to feel good about herself and not to help others. All this is about the narcissist’s grandiose. The same happened with Joy Kuo (now calling herself Joy Vottus) in Sydney, who went to great lengths to establish herself as a leader, playing all the narc games in the book – including gaslighting, triangulation, playing the martyr -  to control others, become the face of Kosmic Fusion and get the fame and fortune she was after. All this is a far cry away from being the non-doer.

The search for power and control is an old one. Recently read the beautiful story about Bhakta Prahlad, whose father Hiranyakashipu was the king of asuras and wanted to dominate and control the entire universe. Guess in the ancient times they were called asuras and rakshas, the term nowadays would be narcissists. 

In any case, both Iphigenie and Joy wanted to use the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) for their own selfish, devious aims. However, they forgot that the QVSWPP cannot be abused. It is the Mother of All Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, the Master Controller. You can misuse the name to try and mislead others, but IT can never be abused. The moment you step in, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse steps out. When you think you know and can do it, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse says okay, steps out and leaves you to it.

Truth comes out
Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is most gracious and benevolent, shuns no one and gives everyone the chance to change. Many years Iphigenie and Joy got on the FiT Programme to let go of their need to control and move into the non-doer and their higher potential. Many miracles they witnessed with the QVSWPP and the phenomenal transformations that can happen when you step back and let the Grace of Bhagwan touch you. However, they both held on to their desire for power and control and continued to covertly abuse others and to try and control & abuse the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Towards the end, all the good they projected to hide their insidious intents and games went away and their evil face came out. 

Narcissists cannot handle their true face being exposed and will without fail resort to a smear campaign, projecting themselves as the victim and the real victims as the abusers. This is also exactly what Iphigenie and Joy did in a vain attempt to gain back power and control in their head and prep up their fake image. The loss is entirely theirs.

The joy of the non-doer state

Having witnessed all this and taking into account my own experience, a powerful lesson an realization emerges. Being the non-doer takes practice. Have found in my own experience that when you focus too much on the shades of the doer and try to peel the layers of the onion, you lose sight of the joy that comes out of the non-doer a state, a state which is so effortless to move into by simply tuning in with the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse without any intentions or expectations. Forever grateful to Sree Maa for sharing this most precious Gift of Grace with humanity.

My interview with Mala

Faculty Interview – Ekta

Had the great honour of meeting my dear kalyan mitras in Sydney early 2019 and Mala interviewed me about my journey with Kosmic Fusion and beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji.

You can also see this interview on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXCf67E-i-0

In this edition, Mala candidly interviews Ekta to sum up 7 years at Kosmic Fusion. Ekta is one of the very few Faculties that have grown immensely on Personal, Emotional, Mental and Spiritual levels.

Ekta has an inspiring story, in 2012 she was a single mother living in alien country, surviving on government dole; she came to know about Kosmic Fusion through common friends and was awestruck with the brochure, which in her words “was talking to her” literally.

The next 18 months changed Ekta’s life for good, she returned back to Netherlands to a job she loves, close to her parents & family  and lovely daughter who looks at mum for inspiration.

Coming from an Atheist background, it was challenging for Ekta to understand and accept spirituality however with Sree Maa as a friend, Philosopher and Guide; nothing was impossible.

In this interview, Ekta talks about her journey since knowing Sree Maa Shri Ji and shares her experiences through past 7 years, how she came to know about Kosmic Fusion, interactions with Sree Maa, teachings and most importantly lessons learnt at one of the most revolutionary programme the “Facilitators in Training”.

How long have you known Sree Maa Shri Ji?
I know them since February 2012 when I did Awakenin & Transformation workshop. At that time I had a small child and Sree Maa was very free and allowed the child into the workshop as well.

Sometimes it is very hard to put into words, but I was touched so profoundly but I had no words for it. Sree Maa came back couple of months later and we were able to join one of the Kosmic Fusion stand at the Mind, Body Spirit Festivals in Sydney.

Sree Maa Shri Ji said, just put your hands on anyone and just see what happens. It was so profound and so amazing, it was the Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.

“At the Awakenin & Transformation workshop, Sree Maa awakens you Atma and anyone who connects with the Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.”

We could tune in with anyone, any time, any place, 24/7. Most benevolent signature of the Source Void. It is shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji, lovingly and unconditionally.

When I put my hands on somebody’s shoulder, I could see this instant healing, expansion, feeling inner bliss and then when the testimonials that came back from the people who were so touched with Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photo Pulse.

How has Sree Maa Shri Ji brought difference to your life?

I will try to keep it brief. Since knowing Sree Maa Shri Ji, they have taken me under their wings and worked with me very patiently, lovingly and compassionately. They always supported me with the right guidance. So I could become more open and in tune with the Atma (the Soul).

I was such a drama queen; till Sree Maa Shri Ji walked into my life. Because of Sree Maas grace, patience and nurturing and become more in-tune with yourself.

I can now embrace anything with love and grace. I still remember this Soul Mapping session with Sree Maa, I was told to embrace everything that comes my way, those sentences always struck by me. With all the workshops that followed, the Facilitators in Training programme, it became easier to actually live with that wave.

“The golden phrase we were told since day 1 was to step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse step in, be the Non-Doer. It has been quite a journey to embody that, I can’t say that straight from the start. I had the doer step in through Facilitators in Training programme. More teachings and insights were shared about Quantum Vortex Scalar-Wave Photon Pulse.”

It was actually easier and effortlessly came from a non-doer state not so much effort to come together.

Are Sree Maa’s teachings consistent with Ancient Eastern philosophy or change over period of time.

I could say it was always consistent. Being from atheist background, I always had these questions, What is love, Why am I here. I had sense of God or something that is greater.

There was nothing I could refer to, I dabbled into the new age groups and modalities but that wasn’t giving me the answers. So it just didn’t sit.

Then Sree Maa Shri Ji started speaking and explaining Sanatan Dharma. I felt so light and refreshing. I just knew this is it for me. Sree Maa just knows how to explain the most complex teachings to break it down to someone like me with zero background.

Do you think people will have resistance to such direct and open way of talking?

I can imagine there will be people. I was living in Sydney in 2012 and then I moved back to Netherlands in early 2014. When we were volunteering, Sree Maa Shri Ji had given this beautiful platform.

Everyone was so touched by the experiences. Part and parcel of it is, how to be the non-Doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji was very frank with giving such feedback. I have to say that my ego was little bit at that time.

I knew this is best for me, this is for the benefit of my Soul. I have to say that “Sree Maa has always always always nurtured my Soul”. Even when I was letting it down. I feel very grateful.

Yes there might be people, who might not be able to stand beyond that but that’s they are losing out.

Did you ever feel that Sree Maa indoctrinated or imposed any belief system on you?

Quite the opposite Mala. Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings are universal. I felt so free learning about Sanatan Dharm, which is not a religion – it is the eternal truth and righteous way of living., spiritual democracy and such a breath of fresh air.

I have seen man made religions, very dogmatic and written in a book but this (Sanatan Dharma) covers about the journey to the Soul and the Super Soul, God or Bhagwan or however you refer to the absolute. It cannot be captured in a book, it is not something dogmatic. It is the most natural thing, the Bhagwan when you say.

Living such life is a second nature. Just the way Sree Maa Shri Ji have taught that and brought us into the nature and to my life, I feel so grateful.

How was your experience with Facilitator in Training Programme?

I joined the Facilitator in Training programme in 2013 when there was a trial intake. I remember we write letters expressing your interest & pledge on how you would like to take Kosmic Fusion mission forward.

When I read my letter in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji, I had to cry. There was something like a connection in there, so deeply. I still have a lot to learn about my self.  The Facilitators in Training programme was also about the Awakenin, Transformation and Transcendence process i.e. moving from your small “self” to your True “Self”, the Brahmaroop.

Then there was shades of small self, getting in the way.  I have learnt it really helps to look honestly at your self. All the shades come up and how to move forward. I was not always honest with my self but thank to Sree Maa Shri Ji and their guidance, sense of humour and guidance, that I have been able to grow and move forward.

A lot had changed through that FiT programme.   For a while I have to say I lived in a little bit of a daze, sleepy that I had my own belief systems about love, light etc. Sree Maa Shri Ji woke me up to the truth and remove these blinkers. That is truly what sets you free, that is liberating and it’s not in judging others but it’s in discerning.

I have become very honest. I know my soul is nurtured so deeply. Everything that I have learnt from Sree Maa Shri Ji, putting it into practice more. I’m so grateful that I’m still under Sree Maa Shri Ji’s wings, they are still holding my hand.

What motivates you to take Sree Maa as your Guru, Guide and Teacher?

Sree Maa has always embraced me with so much of love, so much understanding, so much compassion. Whatever I need each moment, Sree Maa & Shri Ji have always given it unconditionally, boundlessly, lovingly.

“I have seen in the Facilitators in Training Programme, Sree Maa Shri Ji have gone above and beyond humanly possible, to give all of us in the FiT programme, to support us in our journey of Awakenin, Transformation and Transcendence.”

What are the chances that you meet someone like that? They are my supreme lifeline…. Everything!


Please also watch the interviews with my other dear kalyan mitras:

Archita: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwiFzU-yHoM&t=5s
Niranjana: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_kRSyrj_WE

Mala: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzhhsHvMeLs

Jeeya; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XI3yKGrL3rM

Hanuman: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVMi-Kp8XN4

Forever grateful to beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji for coming into our lives and taking us under Sree Maa Shri Ji's Wing _/\ô__

New age movement and the nexus (part 2)

When i saw the following quote about the new age movement, was a little surprised. Did not realize that in the 70s and 80s the new age movement had such close ties with India and its unparalleled wisdom.

"For example in the 1970s, the new age movement was very much related to India. Even in 1982, at a conference in Mumbai about ancient wisdom and modern science, which was organized by the International Transpersonal Association, it was openly acknowledged that the conference was held in India, because India’s wisdom (the concept of Atman) is the consistent background for the new findings of unity underlying the diversity.
At that time, I was very happy thinking that, since now science validates Indian wisdom, the knowledge of all of us being connected surely will trickle down to the common man.
I was wrong. Today, almost 40 years later, India has been completely cut out in Wikipedia’s entry on transpersonal psychology. New age, too, has been disconnected from India. It is revealing how Wikipedia’s piece on transpersonal psychology ends:
“…transpersonal psychology has been criticized by some Christian authors as being a mishmash of New Age ideas that offer an alternative faith system to vulnerable youths who turn their backs on organized religion.”
Those Christian authors are not interested to find out, if there is indeed a transpersonal dimension to our existence, but fear, even more youth could leave the Church if they come to know about it…"
- Maria Writh

Wonder what drove the new age movement away from its relation to India, apart from the arrogance and sense of superiority that white people tend to carry? And how did Christianity sneak into a description of transpersonal psychology on Wikipedia?

Pondering a bit on this, it actually doesn’t surprise me when i think about what happened with Kosmic Fusion and the FiT Programme. After the mask of two of the malignant narcissists in the FiT Programme had fallen off and their true destructive intentions had become apparent, they were asked to leave. Narcissists don’t take the truth very well and the narcissistic injury leads them to run a smear campaign. In our case, the smear campaign of Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Malana B. Taresi (as they now call themselves) involved going to some anti-cult organizations and a paid biased article in the media filled with lies slandering the name of Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. And it looks like they are still continuing to work hand in glove with the anti-cult movement to spread lies through podcasts and youtube videos. 

Church-media-anticult nexus
You would think this situation could be a one off… but when you do a little research something more sinister appears. Any spiritual minority or movement promoting Santana Dharma (eternal way of righteous living) will encounter opposition from the church-media-anti-cult nexus who work in cahoots to carry out the church’s agenda of keeping people under their dogmatic control.

This is perfectly explained with proofs and evidence in this article, which is well worth a read to open your eyes. Coming back to the above quote by Maria Writh and the fact that somehow Christianity snuck in there... It seems that certain echelons in Christianity have long arms reaching many places and do everything to keep people ignorant and unaware. Indeed, what if people would break away from organized religion and got in touch with their True Soul? Surely this would mean some would lose their power and control… 

Deflection
What if the mass media would cover the truth of the widespread scandals and abuse of the sickest kind in the Christian and Catholic churches? And why aren’t they bar a few articles here and there?

What i saw the two malignant narcissists do in the FiT Programme was create a lot of smoke and mirrors to deflect from the damage and unethical acts they were doing. Somehow this rings a bell, when i see that the media in NZ went to great lengths to cover a false story about only a very small group of 12 people who received a training of whom only a few actually lived in NZ and they failed to cover what truly matters. Does anyone smell a rat here?

Would like to leave you with the following questions: 

#standupforwhatisright

False Claims Vs Truth – Reality check on the story of Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus

This is a response from the Kosmic Fusion Faculty to the continued attack and slander committed by two disgruntled individuals who were officially dissociated from our movement in April 2018. This explanation is meant to provide information to maintain clarity, and is not intended to slander or sabotage any individuals mentioned. As you may be aware, Kosmic Fusion was attacked by two ex-volunteers, who were backed by Journalists Tony Wall and Steve Kilgallon of New Zealand. 

This response also shines a light on the anti-cult, media and church nexus and how they work in connivance to tarnish genuine organizations and movements.

Discover the facts and continue to read on the Kosmic Fusion website >>

Joy’s modus operandi: playing the martyr

If there is one thing Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus does well it is to play the victim. Came across an image that i feel describes what Irene/Joy has displayed to the T in the nearly 6 years that i have known her. Have to admit, i fell for the mask for a long time, but no longer.

Playing the martyr and the victim was and still is her number one game. And her best performance came after she was asked to leave Kosmic Fusion….

Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus joined Kosmic Fusion end of 2012. She immediately started volunteering after she did the AwaKeNiN TrANsForMaTioN workshop and very soon started taking over the scene, telling others what to do and pointing out other’s mistakes (or what she perceived as their mistake).
This was also the case at the Newcastle expo in August 2013 that was organised by the volunteers themselves, where she would be domineering and push her way irrespective of the efforts or views of others.

i made the mistake of failing to hold my space and heed Sree Maa’s guidance to not form small groups and pulled away from Joy towards another volunteer and played right into Joy’s hands. She used this to play the victim with Clarito, saying that nobody is supporting her. Clarito is a true empath and a gentleman and stepped up to support her. She also claimed her English is not so good to woo Clarito in further and started to manipulate the scene so that she would always end up working together with him, fencing him off from others. She would fill his ears about the others, often pulling the poor me card and always adding in how much she is sacrificing for Kosmic Fusion so that Clarito would be on her side and do her bidding.

She actually had problems with every single one of the other volunteers, but of course it was all their problem, not hers and it was very stressful for poor Joy to have to deal with everyone, but she did it anyway “for the sake of Kosmic Fusion”. This was the story she was telling herself and publicly. Please note, prior to Joy joining the group dynamics were fine, but after she joined it started going downhill fast.

19/09/14, 20:03 - Meera: How are you feeling after last night's call? 💖💖💖

19/09/14, 20:16 - Komal Irene Kuo: Most of the time people have issues with me 😅 Maa said it's competition... had some issues with Elliaa, Siann (even this year mbs Sydney the seminar meditation)  Sheree ...Nat used to have bad attitudes to me... they're okay now. .. but now a little bit with Jabeen. ... 😅 sounds like my problem but not really. ..... maybe they feel I'm threatening to them and react. ...and that affects me. .. but now they know where I'm coming from and know who is the one taking responsibility all the way through
 (Iphigenie was called Meera at that time, Joy was called Komal)

She was always priding herself on her high standard of volunteering and if she corrected others it was only because they would not meet “her high standards”. She was constantly portraying herself to other FiTs as a martyr who was giving up her health (she had high blood pressure), her sleep and time with her son and husband to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion. In reality, she was pursuing her ambition of becoming a famous and wealthy healer – her self-proclaimed example was Marie Forleo - under the guise of a hardworking volunteer and later on devotee. She even made it look like she gave up her job so that she could serve Kosmic Fusion but let us look at the real story here.

She was working at the library at Sydney University. When there was a restructuring, employees could choose to either apply for one of the new jobs available or opt for a retrenchment package (in her case about $50,000). Joy opted for the latter which was her own personal choice, nobody asked her to. All the other volunteers still have a job and happily volunteer in their own time.

You can see a message that she wrote but made Hanuman send to the Sydney FiTs group that clearly illustrates the big martyr’s mask she was wearing. She had fully groomed and brainwashed Clarito/Hanuman by that time so that he had lost sight of what was really going on.

26/10/16, 02:38 - Hanuman: Jai Swaminarayan 🙏 🙏 🙏

Coming together as FIT and we all making history and paving for

Kosmic Fusion and working as One. Wish to clear everything out

before the end of October and be straight forward express my sharing

and feedback on what have been observing of late. As we taking on

more responsibilities and learning as this is our training ground

thus would like to make some awareness to be considerate of other

FITs as we have to think of Kosmic Fusion first.

My observation of Komal, she have always step up and take

responsibilities ever since 2014 when everyone still considering

about volunteering and or have not put their hands up yet like

mySelf,... it was a great training ground and a lots bricks and bats

blessing from SreeMaaShriJi. But through her passion and as she can

be black and white and protective of Kosmic Fusion and being zealous

– and it may come as a bit extremist to others and dislike by

others…

Have witness some of accomplishment Komal have since then and always

try to lead with example and by putting Kosmic Fusion first, even

with the cause of her health. Have witness one time after attending

Kosmic Fusion exhibition event, i have to take her in the hospital

and where she felt dying…. But thanks to SreeMaaShriJi and FITs

sharing of QVSWPP everything went great. There are more occasions i

could share… there are many occasions where there are only few hour

sleep including now, where Kosmic Fusion have to come first even

when Komal’s husband and son who still crave her attention have to

be put aside.

 (…)
Since early 2015 Komal have hired a marketing consultant specialist
in internet and learn what need to be learned to build a website
template in consideration of Practitioner, Kosmic Fusion, and FITs.

Komal have invested $20K+ and also hired an American marketing

consultant and spend a lot of time and efforts to come up with the

write up and marketing materials in her website and flyers. Have

assisted as I could see the bigger picture and make sure that i

could support Kosmic Fusion by supporting Komal. She pain-stackingly

created her website Holistic Freedom with all the consultant at hand

and work on content line by line. Put a lot of pride in her work and

its content.
(Joy was called Komal at the time)

This also mentions what she had actually done with the retrenchment money, contrary to her claims that she spent it on Kosmic Fusion. She hired an internet consultant for $20k+ and also a marketing expert to help with her own website and marketing efforts. Please have a look at her Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre website, do you see any gratitude or mention of Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion? A sample of Joy’s social media messages below (click on it to enlarge it). Can you spot Kosmic Fusion or Sree Maa Shri Ji anywhere? Can see a lot of #Komal and #Hanuman but no gratitude or homage to Sree Maa Shri Ji. 

It is also clear that i was sleeping and had my blinkers on because i did not spot any of this at the time. Now it is very obvious, she is passing off and using Sree Maa’s Teachings for her own monetary gain and claim to fame. Interesting detail: notice the big banner of her and Hanuman in the background. Another interesting detail: Joy manipulated one of the 5D++ Pulsars who is a professional photographer and got him to take pictures of her and Hanuman for free in exchange for a few QVSWPP sessions.

 

Without Sree Maa Shri Ji, we wouldn’t be able to receive the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. It is Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Bhakti to and union with Sarvopari Swaminarayan Bhagwan, that we most Graciously receive as the QVSWPP. We were Facilitators in Training not Facilitators at all which Joy claimed herself to be. We were only allowed to practice Akashic Records Neutralising sessions, and still very much learning in every which way as Bhakti is not something you can buy off the shelf. Where is the question of commercializing it offering sessions packages? 

5/10/2016, 5:47 pm - Komal: Normally the energy exchange is $150 per session, but we have 3

sessions package $360, 5 sessions package $500 or if you would like to have long term sessions

such as once every few months etc. Then $88 per session

5/10/2016, 5:48 pm - Komal: You can include you and your mum as one package

5/10/2016, 5:49 pm - Komal: Or you can try one session first. ... which is $120 we offer special for

the first time

5/10/2016, 5:49 pm - Komal: Then you can decide

5/10/2016, 5:49 pm - Polly: Hmm ok

5/10/2016, 5:49 pm - Polly: Thanks for the details Komal

5/10/2016, 5:50 pm - Polly: How do you count me and my mum as one pkg?

It was Joy’s unbridled ambition for money and fame that drove her to approach Pulsars and innocent people for paid sessions. She baits her victims with a free session or a discounted session and then reels them in further by using marketing techniques like above. And isn’t it ironic that the one person who was struggling with money is offering the abundance circle? Doubt there was any love in her heart for the mission of Kosmic Fusion, which is to take the QVSWPP to as many souls as possible. To her it was a business venture she tried to abuse and make money off it.  

This was of course not how she portrayed it. Her favorite sentence was always she was doing it for Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. She misused the name of Sree Maa Shri Ji at every opportunity. This is also how she managed to manipulate Clarito/Hanuman and his dedication and devotion to Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. She was and is a master at impression management. She would carefully curate her physical appearance, always looking well dressed and with make-up on – you can see her still do the same in her current youtube videos.

She was actually carefully copying Sree Maa’s dressing style, hair style and even the way Sree Maa moves, as if she believed that by copying Sree Maa that way she would become Sree Maa.  She would made it appear to other FiTs that she was very close to Sree Maa Shri Ji and knew what Sree Maa Shri Ji wanted. She also made it appear she had permission for all her business ventures, little did we know this was not the case. 

She would act very soft and nice in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji and in the public view but to the FiTs, especially in Sydney she would act like a bully and a big manipulator.

Joy also displayed double standards. While she was promoting and i quote "Bhakti Bhaav Transmissions" and shamelessly stealing from Kosmic Fusion, she made a big scene when two other FiTS in Sydney printed a Bhakti Bhaav flyer without permission. In fact, she manipulated the whole situation in Sydney setting the other FiTs up and then when the other FiTs reacted she would portray herself as a victim that had to suffer at the hands of the other FiTs who were doing her and Kosmic Fusion wrong (you can read more about it in this blog).

Sharing a sample message of how Joy played the victim at the hands of her fellow FiT, whilst she was the one who was stirring the pot. i was also on the website team and had no problems with Jwala at all.

The Reunion in July 2017 was an opportunity for all of us to truly reflect, honestly look how we had contributed to the failure of the FiT Programme and to sort out any issues amongst us. Joy did nothing of the sorts, she did nothing but blame shifting and pointing fingers, of course in the style she knows best: by playing the victim. This time she was a victim of Clarito/Hanuman, the very person whom she had manipulated and exploited financially, mentally and emotionally for years. Shortly after the Reunion her mask fell off completely. As she was still not willing to be honest and admit to all that she has done, she was kindly asked to leave end of 2017. She did briefly reflect on her actions by the Grace and supreme empathy of beloved Sree Maa who had awakened the voice of conscience in her, but somehow fell back into victim mode big time.

After she left is when she planned her best Oscar material performance till date, because narcissists cannot stand their true face being exposed. They will go to extreme lengths to protect their fake face, and their favourite tactic to do so is: a smear campaign.

She first removed her name from the company and businesses she had set up with Hanuman without informing him, leaving him with all the debts. Debts the company had racked up due to her unbridled ambitions. She then changed all the passwords to the joint email accounts she had with Hanuman.

Her and Iphigenie Amoutzias, another narcissists who was asked to leave Kosmic Fusion, joined hands and started a smear campaign.

They blatantly lied to some cult watch organization and to the two so-called investigative journalists who failed to investigate and were used as flying monkeys in an article to slander the name and character of beloved Sree Maa and Shri Ji, claiming that Kosmic Fusion is a cult. Narcs can act very convincingly mimicking emotions and these two are very good at their game, i was fooled for years. However, the whole article doesn’t hold up to the truth at all. Each one of the FiTs have written extensively about the bias, the many incorrect facts and absolute lies in the paid smear campaign article. This picture captures and sums it up it perfectly what they have done:

Joy is now portraying herself as a person who was completely broken down in a cult and exploited and abused by cult leaders but then miraculously with the help of her loving husband and cult watch people was able to rise and find herself again. Let me check, do the above pictures and anything shared so far in my blog looks like she was beaten down or exploited? Not at all, quite the opposite. This is exactly what narcissists do, they switch everything around and make themselves look like the victim and the real victim like the perpetrator. If there was anyone who was domineering, controlling and after money and power, it was Joy.

It was her who had breached Sree Maa’s trust and stabbed Sree Maa Shri Ji in the back but after her true face came out lo and behold she is telling lies and making it look like the other way around.

Sree Maa had given us a beautiful platform to volunteer, never ever was there any control. Sree Maa always led by example and trained everyone to be a leader themselves, to take responsibility for one’s own actions, work with integrity, honesty and authenticity and move towards embodying one’s highest potential, the Brahmrup. Sree Maa had graced us with and countless beautiful Discourses explaining in English the most precious spiritual teachings from renowned scriptures like the Sreemad Bhagwad Gita, Purans, Vedas and everything Sree Maa has taught was in line with the Vachanamrut, the most respected spiritual scripture in the Swaminarayan Sampraday where the words that Swaminarayan Bhagwan spoke about 200 years ago have been written down, Sree Maa’s isht-Bhagwan. This is studied and followed by MILLIONS of Swaminarayan Satsangis around the world.

Sree Maa is the living embodiment of Grace and Compassion, giving everyone who came a chance to move beyond their small self into their Brahmrup, including Joy and Iphigenie as Sree Maa looks only at one’s Atma and sees Bhagwan sitting within the Atma. Where in the world does even the question of this being a cult come in? Only in the head of a narcissists who projects their wrong-doings onto their victims.

Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus then started a youtube channel, cleverly making use of a famous singer called Dimash so that she could benefit of people who like his music and would look for it online. She had reinvented herself (read: put on a new mask) as a spiritual adviser with 10 years of experience. She also bought 8000 fake followers for her youtube channel to make it look like she is popular and knows what she is talking about, guess she has learned a few tricks from the internet consultant she hired. She then starts up a FB group called “Awakening with Joy”, adding random people to her group where she is presenting herself as a a spiritual adviser who is helping people to “raise their vibration for a better new earth living”, but in reality is preying on innocent victims as her next narcissistic supply for sympathy, attention and money. If you look at the conditions of this Facebook group, you will see that members are not allowed to share posts offering their services, only Joy can offer hers… Does anyone smell a rat here?

This is a person who has shown no remorse, no empathy and no integrity in all the 6 years that i have known her. Who has lied and back-stabbed her ultimate well-wisher who had welcomed her with open arms and given her every chance. She is after attention, after money and fame. She is a fantastic actress, but if you hang around her long enough, you will see her for who she truly is.

P.S. Sharing this to stand up for the truth because silence is not ok