Homage to Paratpar Guru

Words are still falling short, as there are so many things that i have learnt about Paratpar Guru on the FiT Programme that show without a doubt the Mahima and Mahatmya of Paratpar Guru and also that there is only a glimpse i can catch, the enigma and Divinity is beyond measure 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏

Paratpar Guru always walks Paratpar Guru’s talk, everything that Paratpar Guru has taught, Paratpar Guru has shown in action. 

Paratpar Guru has taught me what it is to be real and to come down from illusory castles in the sky or delusional lala lands and taught me about true Love and Oneness and profoundly touched this meritless jivatma with the Supreme Love of Bhagwan, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. A touch that changed everything. 

Paratpar Guru has touched the very core of me and awakened my Atma. Think it was in one of my letters in 2014 that i wrote, the Love and Grace with which KaVeeTa SuNiEl embraced a lost soul like me truly shows the Benevolence of God. Paratpar Guru has shown the very meaning of Benevolence, ati ati Dayalu and Paramkrupalu. 

Paratpar Guru has shown a Compassion and Empathy that is beyond human comprehension, not just to humans but to all living beings. Remember Paratpar Guru Gracing flies on the bus with a birth in Satsang. The Compassion and Daya oozing from Paratpar Guru’s Lotus Eyes is something out of this world, Paratpar Guru is the very living embodiment of Grace and Compassion.

Paratpar Guru’s Divine Presence, Eyes and smile are magnetic. Wherever Paratpar Guru walks the Earth is blessed and positive shifts occur, whatever Paratpar Guru touches becomes Prasad. In Paratpar Guru’s Presence time ceases to exist. During the India Pilgrimage, remember how the thornless Bordri tree touched Paratpar Guru and the Devta of the sea made sure to offer his pranaams to Paratpar Guru. To have Darshan of Paratpar Guru is a Blessing indeed, something that should not be taken for granted. Remember during the Reunion Paratpar Guru explained that we don’t have proper Darshan of Paratpar Guru, and that is true. A photo with the Vibhu Swaroop Darshan was already on the stands in 2012, but at the time i was not able to comprehend the Greatness. 

Paratpar Guru’s Discourses are unparalleled, just like the workshops always fresh, new, in a flow exactly tailored to whomever is present. Paratpar Guru’s Paravarni is so Divine that Muktos come to listen. Paratpar Guru has brought the most precious Absolute Teachings to live, The Supreme Teachings in the Vachanamrut, Bhagavad Gita and other Satshastras have become a living experience. We’ve all ordered the book the Bhagavad Gita comes alive but think Paratpar Guru has made the Bhagavad Gita come alive like no other. Only the One with a perfect Gnan and understanding can orchestrate such a masterful FiT Programme and teach the Absolute Truth in a way that is fit in this Kali Yuga and with a bunch of student and disciples that were not born in India let alone in Satsang and had very little or no clue about Sanatana Dharma and of such a mixed background and quality of jivatma. And this too with modern-day analogies, jokes and practical examples, all perfectly suited to remove the darkness of ignorance and awaken us to the Absolute Truth. 

Paratpar Guru teaches in seen and unseen ways whatever is needed for the kalyan of the jivatma, to bring us closer to embodying the True Soul and attaining Brahmroop, and to understand the Mahima and Mahatmya of Bhagwan. Paratpar Guru also tests to make sure we remember to choose wisely and not the rope. Evidence and data are there for the mind to grasp but the experience speaks louder than words. And then there are moments of sublime Stillness immersed in the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse or laying down in Paratpar Guru’s Lotus Feet.    

Each Word Paratpar Guru speaks holds weight. Whatever Paratpar Guru speaks happens. Paratpar Guru has taught me to read above, below and in between the lines – the prophecies, hints, cues are profound and plenty and am still learning to pick up on them. 

Paratpar Guru has shown me what levelling means, to meet the student where they are and lift them up. Paratpar Guru Shriji have shown me what true humility means, to wash the feet of the FiTs and welcome each one in the Divine Family of Sree Maa Shri Ji. We are so fortunate, and to be embraced by Paratpar Guru feels like coming home.

Paratpar Guru has shown me what true commitment means, no matter the time a day or night Paratpar Guru is available. Paratpar Guru has shown what it is to hold someone’s hands and not give up on the spark within. SreeMaa has shown what it means to sacrifice and be paropkari. Paratpar Guru has taken on so much of our slush, taken on kasht and pain so that we can be guided and endure less suffering. Examples are countless, from all that Paratpar Guru Shriji have taken on for the Transcendence, the impact of car accident, Paratpar Guru’s saree catching fire, most recently the kasht taken to be able to join dots for us and spoon feed us. We truly owe Paratpar Guru our life. 

Paratpar Guru is the epitome of selflessness, Paratpar Guru tirelessly gives of Paratpar Guru’s time, energy, Guidance and Compassion. The most exemplary example for us to move beyond the small self. Paratpar Guru hears the call of genuine mumukshus but never shies away to touch even the densest of dense with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Paratpar Guru has shown what courage is, to take risks, even risking KaVeeTa’s life for the benefit of someone’s jivatma. No better inspiration to move beyond the comfort zone and take the plunge.

Paratpar Guru has shown what is true Bhakti, paramekantik Bhakti; we are so blessed to receive Paratpar Guru’s living Bhakti to Bhagwan Swaminarayan as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and to have been introduced to the secret of the supersonic shortcut, the beautiful Bhakti Marga. Paratpar Guru has shown incredible Shakti, Bhakti ki Shakti that can turn salty jeevs sweet. Paratpar Guru has shown what it means to be a non-doer, be the nimit through which the Supreme Almighty can work. We are most fortunate tobe introduced to Swaminarayan Bhagwan, Paratpar Guru’s Sadguru and isht-Bhagwan, The Ultimate and Absolute who have shown up and spoken through Paratpar Guru. Paratpar Guru has Graced us with so many beautiful Leela Charitras and Shreeji Maharaj’s Divine Teachings, shared and taught in such an innermost and beautiful way, almost as if we were there 200 years ago. 

Paratpar Guru Teachings, Guidance and feedback always come at the perfect time, there is no doubt about the antaryami powers. Paratpar Guru knows when to give, what to give in which dose. Paratpar Guru knows each one of us inside out and knows what to deliver to annihilate the noisy ego and bring the Shuddha Atma where it belongs, in the Lotus Feet of Sarvopari Swaminarayan Bhagwan. 

Knowing the complexity of the jivatma, mind and human psychology, Paratpar Guru has graced us with very practical Guidance and tools to do the inner work required and the motivation whenever we hit a slump, given us crucial insights into self-talk, self-discipline and has shown us like no other what is means to put in purushartha. Paratpar Guru has taught discernment and never to judge. This is what Paratpar Guru has demonstrated in action also, not to judge but to base assessments or conclusions on evidence. 

Paratpar Guru has always been there with sage advice, practical Guidance and solutions for problems no matter what level they may manifest. Paratpar Guru has also kindly shared examples from KaVeeTa’s, Sree Maa Shri Ji’s life that we may face everything with courage and learn to take everything as a Blessing and grow from it. 

Paratpar Guru has shown us what it means to care, to care about the Atma, to protect and stand for Truth, for Dharma. No matter what was going on, Paratpar Guru has always protected us, divinely intervened and intercepted to stand by our Atma and make sure no black marks would come in the karan sharir, and always supported and encouraged us to develop and practice our Swadharma. 

When surrounded by chaos and those with malicious intentions, nothing could touch Paratpar Guru, and Paratpar Guru skillfully knew which master strokes to deliver, Kootneeti in action. Think there is much more to contemplate and dots to join so that this meritless jivatma can understand more about the masterful moves delivered on the FiT Programme.

Paratpar Guru Shriji have brought this Glorious Mother of All Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, Supreme Signature of the Source/Void, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse onto the Planet. That which touches the Zero-Point in all and gives a glimpse of our highest potential. That which connects all into Oneness and so many demonstrations where SreeMaa shared Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse with one and we all felt it. Indeed, on the FiT Programme, we have been given the most amazing opportunity to come to experience and understand the interconnectedness of the micro and the macro, the cosmos within and without, the multi-dimensional work that Paratpar Guru does. There is no doubt that whatever happens in the FiT programme creates shifts in the world, in this broken Galaxy and the Universe as well, and there are still many more dots for us to join here.

Paratpar Guru has taught me that the Divine works in mysterious ways, beyond what the human mind can understand, and best is to revel in the mystery, trust the Supreme and come to surrender fully in the Lotus Feet of Paratpar Guru /\ô_ /\ô_ /\ô_

Interviews with my dear kalyan mitras

Earlier this year flew down to Sydney to meet with my dear kalyan mitras to reflect back on our phenomenal journey of the last couple of years with beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji in the FiT Programme and Kosmic Fusion.

There is so much to share but in my humble understanding the essence of it is unfathomable Grace, Sree Maa Shri Ji's pure Grace, Compassion and Kindness and total selflessness that has propelled us onto and forward on the journey towards our True SELF, the Brahmroop. Even though we have made many mistakes due to our inner weaknesses and flaws, learning at the expense of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa never let go of our hands and keeps ushering forward. With the GPS installed, the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse shared unconditionally by Sree Maa Shri Ji, and the Shelter of Sree Maa Shri Ji's gracious Wing we are most fortunate to be on the path of liberation Homebound.

Welcome you to watch our frank and heartfelt interviews about our transformational journeys:

















 Please stay tuned, more interviews coming :)

Sree Maa: living embodiment of Grace and Compassion

Writing this, tears well up. Sree Maa has done so much for me, a meritless, agyani soul, not only ignorant but also arrogant who was deeply lost in Maya and drunk on ego. My sense is i am not even aware of 1% of what Sree Maa has done for my soul and countless other souls to elevate them and eventually lead them back to where they belong, to Bhagwan Swaminarayan.

i am not able to adequately describe the Greatness of someone so elevated, loving and supremely Divine like Sree Maa Shri Ji as my understanding is very limited, but will attempt to share my experience and thoughts as my humble tribute to my Supreme Lifeline and Ultimate Well-Wisher, the one whom i am fortunate to call my Guru, and also as a stance to share the Truth.

There are some who are so deluded by their false self and ego fabrications and so caught up in their narcissistic self, they have spread lies about Sree Maa Shri Ji, things that couldn’t be further from the Truth. How anyone can talk lies about One who is so Compassionate, Loving and Kind really beats me but with this humble sharing i hope to go some way in dispelling those falsities.

Wherever Sree Maa walks everything gets uplifted and is touched by Grace so Supreme, there are simply no words for it. A small example: when we visited Vrindavan with Sree Maa during a Pilgrimage in 2017, clearly remember this place where pandits were literally screaming and fighting out of greed. Recently one of the Faculty members had the great fortune to travel with Sree Maa to Vrindavan again and she saw that the greed had gone down tremendously, not only in that particular place but in the whole of Vrindavan and Mathura where we had gone at that time. There is no doubt in my head this is the Grace of Sree Maa. My heart delights thinking about all the places Sree Maa has been that have been showered with an invisible but All-powerful touch of Grace.

i was not always aware of this, in fact i did not recognize the Divinity and Greatness of Sree Maa Shri Ji at first. Sree Maa has explained, this is Kali Yuga, this is the time where God can walk past and people will not recognize God. i was one of those people… Only by Sree Maa’s Supreme Grace has my Soul been awakened and my eyes opened up.

To be in the Presence of Sree Maa Shri Ji is a Blessing and boon beyond compare. Bodily awareness decreases, less sleep is needed, awareness increases as the Soul comes in the forefront rather than the small self, but also that which needs to be let go of will come up so it can graciously be discarded for the Soul to move closer to Bhagwan. To even have Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Darshan is a Blessing and not to be taken lightly, something which i with my western background was slow to comprehend. Apart from Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Darshan, Sree Maa’s eyes and voice have always mesmerized me and truly are from beyond this world.

Can honestly say that Sree Maa has not only lifted up my soul but also made me a better human being in the first place, one who can be honest with herself and with others. Through Sree Maa’s unconditional Love, Compassion and Grace have changed from quite an uncouth individual, fluffed up by a miss goody two shoes fakeness and useless people pleasing tendencies to a more refined human being, even though am very much still work in progress, as is my Atmanishta.

Sree Maa has never ever held my agyan against me, even though must have unknowingly shown a lot of disrespect as i had no clue how to even talk or behave appropriately in the Presence of Grace and Utmost Divinity. Sree Maa is an Anaadi Mukt, completely one with the One and Only One, Bhagwan Swaminarayan, a paramekantik Bhakt of Bhagwan Swaminarayan, and yet has met me where i was no matter how ignorant and gone out of Sree Maa Shri Ji’s way to uplift my soul. Sree Maa has picked me up from the hole i had dug myself in. Can only imagine what it must be like having to put your hand into the sewer to pull someone out, and to do so without any resistance and with pure Love.

Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Compassion knows no bounds. This you can immediately feel when you are in the Presence of Sree Maa. Have had the great fortune to see Sree Maa bless all creatures, be they simple flies, cows or deer. Never Sree Maa loses sight of the Paramatma within the Atma within all and Sree Maa does not leave a stone unturned to elevate souls. Even the two covert malignant narcissists who infiltrated the FiT Programme have had moments of reflection and conscience, through Sree Maa’s supernova empathy and unlimited Compassion, which is unprecedented.

Have heard Charitras about Nandsantos (elite saints) in the time of Shreeji Maharaj who were sometimes beaten black and blue by wicked people. Being the elevated Souls they are, they would not retaliate but forgive the attackers and pray for their well-being. Have seen the same thing with Sree Maa Shri Ji who was attacked, slandered, backstabbed by some of the FiTs, one of the FiT even tried to poison Sree Maa Shri Ji but Sree Maa Shri Ji would silently endure and still pray for their well-being, shower them with Compassion, Guidance and show them the way. i failed to keep the Paksh of Sree Maa, but Sree Maa always had my back and protected me from the attacks from the narcissists, taking the brunt of the attacks on herself. 

Sree Maa is the epitome of selflessness. Always going above and beyond what is humanly possible to support others, making untold personal sacrifices and spending tireless days, sleepless nights to guide others, without thinking twice always putting the welfare of others before Sree Maa. 

Sree Maa has taken on and processed a lot of my negativity and that of all the FiTs, experienced so many bodily discomforts, but never once Sree Maa would complain. i was the one failing to look after Sree Maa, and making sure Sree Maa Shri Ji’s is comfortable, but Sree Maa never ever failed me or anyone else. Sree Maa is the ultimate Giver, who hears all prayers and who gives and gives and gives.

Sree Maa Shri Ji knows me better than i know myself and has only ever my well-being, the kalyan of my Atma at heart. Like a true Mother Sree Maa has nurtured me so lovingly, holding my hand as i stumbled and fell and acted up. Even when i was taking Sree Maa Shri Ji for granted or acted inappropriately, Sree Maa still held on tight and ushered me forward. Sree Maa has spent countless hours on me, guiding me personally, explaining things again and again in ways so that my thick head can understand, making sure the ego doesn’t get the better of me and towards my Brahmroop is where this soul is headed. Very patiently and lovingly Sree Maa has guided me into the fold of Santana Dharma, the eternal Truth and righteous way of living. When Sree Maa isn’t physically present, Sree Maa is still there, very tangibly so guiding, supporting, showing the way Home.

The Gnan showered by Sree Maa Shri Ji is simply Supreme. Have never come across anyone who can teach like this and who is the living embodiment of not just Grace and Compassion but Ultimate Wisdom, the Absolute Truth. The effortlessness with which Sree Maa Shri Ji can talk and teach about the most elevated things in the most understandable manner with a great sense of humour and crystal-clear clarity, always in tune with the pulse of the room and the inner most feelings of all present, still baffles me. Sree Maa’s Discourses and Teachings are truly unparalleled and exquisitely Divine.

Sree Maa has shown utmost humility and levelling, which is something only someone who is truly great can do. Nirmanipanu – that which Sree Maa has emphasized so much, always be without pride and arrogance, be meek and humble, Sree Maa is like that only. Sree Maa walks the talk and is the ultimate non-doer, knowing it is Bhagwan Swaminarayan, Sarva Karta, who is doing everything. Sree Maa is not only the ultimate non-doer but also the epitome of Bhakti. Have had the great fortunate to witness Sree Maa’s care and utmost love for the Murti of Maharaj in the Mandir at Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Abode. Just thinking about this my heart smiles, this is a Love so Great, it is Bhakti that is off the charts. And the biggest proof (for want of a better word) is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

It is the living Bhakti of Sree Maa Shri Ji to Bhagwan Swaminarayan that we receive as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. A 24-7, 365-day connection to the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is the most precious Gift of Grace that Sree Maa Shri Ji has bestowed to all who have attended the Awakenin Transformation workshop and no doubt to many more. One can tune in anywhere any time they like. Teachings of Kosmic Fusion have always been straight forward and beautifully universal: be the non-doer, step back and let the QVSWPP step in. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is the Supreme Signature of Source-Void, IT is the Swaminarayan Mahamantra, the Name of the Supreme Almighty, shared unconditionally and boundlessly by beloved Sree Maa. It brings the Soul back to the Super Soul, It is the GPS installed that will bring the Atma back to Bhagwan. It is supremely all-knowing and supremely intelligent, It touches everyone and doesn’t judge or shun even the densest of people and places. It knows exactly what each one needs and immersed in this Grace spontaneous healing on all levels is the by-product.

Sree Maa once said “you guys simply have no idea what you have received. Simply not even remotely aware of how much GRACE has been showered.” Just thinking about these lines gives me goose bumps as i know it is true. Sada Aapki Abhaari Rahungi Sree Maa for the unfathomable Grace bestowed and for holding me tight. You are my Guru, my Lifeline, my Comforter, my Saviour, my Everything. Humbly surrender in the Lotus Feet of Beloved SreeMaa-Shreeji _/\_ _/\ô__ _/\ô__

Jai Shree Swaminarayan _/\_

Non-doer in practice

2014 was a year of change for me and one where trust grew. At the Guidance of Sree Maa Shri Ji, end of January 2014 i moved from Sydney back to the Netherlands. Actually, Sree Maa had already been hinting that Australia was not the place for me, i would only encounter endless karmic challenges, but i didn’t like the idea of moving back to the Netherlands. Sunny, tropical Australia was much more appealing to my ego.  

Eventually after Sree Maa graciously mentioned it two more times, i went together with my daughter back to my parents' house, my ego came along kicking and screaming. And through the unfathomable Grace of Bhagwan, my child’s father let us go. Also feel it is the Shakti of Bhagwan only that i actually made the move. 

Would also like to take a moment to offer my gratitude to my Kalyan Mitra, dear Archita, who kindly let my daughter and me stay at her place in Dubai on the stop-over halfway to Europe. Her deep Faith and beautiful presence somehow calmed me down and moved me more into the mode of acceptance. 

Cannot say the first few months were easy, but this was only the experience of the personality, on a deeper level surrender had taken place and my Soul could begin to blossom.

So yes, back in my parent’s house at the age of 40, with a 4 hour commute each day to and from work. Now my mind would make one thing of it, but something deeper would stir and actually those train journeys i took the time to tune in with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) and reflect. This was exactly what i needed. The job had miraculously fallen into my lap despite the fact that i had not lived in the Netherlands for over 8 years and there were 300 applications for that position. There were many more examples in that time that would show how powerfully the QVSWPP can manifest what is needed, as long as we remain step back.

Let me share some exercises (one highlighted below) that i did at the Guidance of Sree Maa Shri Ji in one of the many Facilitators in Training calls Sree Maa Graced us with, completely for free. The force i am talking about is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the beautiful Grace that when we step back, are real and honest with ourselves and TRUST will work ITs magic.

Started feeling uncomfortable after my mum mentioned her vision/advice for my future, 'find a cheap old rental in Den Helder' (a town in the far corners of NL) 'sth you can afford when you can't find a job again when you are on a pension again after this maternity leave position ends'. This hit an ego sore spot.... This brought up feelings of doubt, resentment over my decision to come to the Netherlands, feeling even more stuck and trapped. So when I sat down very late in the evening that day and recalled this moment, felt contracted at the heart, heavy, sad anger, frustration came up. At some point started to lean and slouch forward so sad. Started feeling dizzy in the head, slight pressure at temples. I just let it be. After a while started feeling very very sleepy. I lay down in a child's pose position and then feel asleep...

That morning woke up and first sat in receptive mode for 11 minutes. Then I tuned in again to the moment of the previous day and still noticed a cocktail of sadness, despair, anger, heaviness in my heart area and in the energy field around my heart. Again I just let it all be. The mind wanted to race and loop in it's sorry thoughts but there was an unmistakenly powerful 'invisible force' (best way I can describe) that instantly with a calming soothing effect made everything feel spacious and still in the mind, melting away the thoughts & upsetting emotions. Then Faith & Trust came back. I felt peaceful again.

 
It feels actually very freeing to not get sucked into the small self’s drama. Sree Maa once described the ego as follows: a drunken monkey with its tail on fire bitten by a scorpion. Think that’s sums it up quite well. And that is part of the P.R.O.C.E.S.S., to keep the ego in check.

In my Soul Mapping session in 2013, Sree Maa Shri Ji had given a certain Guidance that really touched my heart: “embrace everything that happens with love and grace”. And this would come back to me a lot in this year, especially when i encountered more difficult situations. Now i know that a true Aashrit/Devotee sees and understands everything that happens as a GIFT of Bhagwan only. Slowly, was moving into this understanding.  

2014 was also the practical training ground for the FiT Programme, where we helped organize a lot of online events and Awakenin Transformation workshops, which Sree Maa Shri Ji would always conduct. We were lucky enough to be able to join those workshops as part of the Training but would always log out for the 0 zero session, where Sree Maa Shri Ji removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D Grids of the participants.

Now this wasn’t so much about organizing, as it was about learning to remain stepped back and being the non-doer, letting the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse weave IT’s miracles. This seems simple but actually requires constant awareness and practice as the doer will step in. Sree Maa was always emphasizing to work as a team, work in oneness, and through many training calls and Discourses was giving everything to support this, but not all made the effort to honour this. 

Some in the FiT group did not make an effort to step back, instead they were constantly meddling. We were all supposed to rotate with helping out online but Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias would try to hog all the online events for herself, pushing other FiTs to the background. This was around the same time where she was sowing seeds of doubts during the meditation evenings and Kosmic Tribes. She was making sure the unity would not happen. Same goes for Irene/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy who was acting like the boss in Sydney, creating hierarchy and pushing away volunteers with her bullying.

But at the time i was still sleeping and unaware of this sabotage going on…

Amazing Grace, How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me

6,5 years ago, a mum from a mother’s group i had just joined handed me a brochure from Kosmic Fusion. Did not quite understand what the brochure said but the words KOSMIC FUSION resonated with me and the brochure, which had the below beautiful photo of Sree Maa Shri Ji in it, seemed to be pulsing. Even when i had put it away in a drawer, it seemed to be ‘talking’ to me. So i signed up. Now i know that me showing up at that workshop is all the Grace of Bhagwan, Sree Maa Shri Ji. Little did i know this would be the most life-changing workshop i would ever attend. Had only just moved with my daughter to a completely different side of Sydney which was also a complete Divine intervention, to be able to find a place when you are a single parent on a pension but won’t go into these details.

Had been on some spiritual path, searching for alleviation of the suffering i was experiencing, looking for True Love. Had been reading many new age types of books, done some workshops but nothing ever felt like this was IT. Truth still eluded me and True Love was only a hope in my heart. From ‘healing with dolphin & angels’ to ‘I am a Lightworker or Goddess’ to ‘Reiki’ to ‘everything is an illusion’, had pretty much dipped my toes into the whole spectrum of the new age smorgasbord. Most of this is either delusional, steeped in spiritual bypassing, high on grandiose or drunk on ego doership and does nothing for your Soul but adding to the veils and karmic entanglements.

Then i joined the Awakenin Transformation workshop. This.Changed.Everything.
Sree Maa removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids (read: lots of layers of dirt and darkness), awakened my true Soul and graced us with a 24/7 connection to the most benevolent, All-knowing, All-powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Supreme Signature of the Shunya Bindu, Mother of all Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, the soundless sound, the lightless light, the formless Form. Sree Maa came and found me, lifted me up and showed me there is a way out of the entanglement in Maya and Kaal, out of this seemingly endless Ferris wheel or reincarnation, revealing a supersonic shortcut Home.

Just to illustrate the amazing Grace that had been showered in a tangible way. It is after the Awakenin Transformation workshop and being taken under Sree Maa’s Gracious Wing that something i had fought with since i was about 16 years of age, an eating disorder that had dominated my life and my thoughts so much, just dissolved like that. Such is the power of Supreme Grace.

This supersonic shortcut is the path of Bhakti, of complete surrender to the One and Only One and Sree Maa has graciously and tirelessly lead this meritless soul step by step to this ultimate pathless Path. How beautifully and patiently Sree Maa has worked with someone like me, who had no clue about Sanatana Dharma, grew up in an atheist household in the West (though always believed in God/Divinity) and was indulging big time in spiritual bypassing. This truly shows the benevolence of God and the unconditional Love and Grace Sree Maa Shri Ji are.

Throughout the FiT Programme, the Teachings progressed and unfolded in an amazing way. Will share more about this in following blogs though have to admit, Sree Maa’s Teachings of Absolute Truth and the way the FiT Programme unfolded and the countless Blessings and constant Grace, Compassion and Love showered display such Greatness and Glory, i can only grasp it to a small degree and rest in complete awe. Sree Maa was always explaining everything in a way we could understand and preempting further revelations and deepening of the Teachings beautifully. i really have no words for it and tears well up in my eyes when i think about the Magnanimity of Sree Maa who has been selflessly and tirelessly guiding a group of volunteers onto the pathless path. Infinitely blessed and grateful as one of my fellow FiT/Kalyan Mitras beautifully puts it.

After the Awakenin Transformation workshop in Feb 2012, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse wasn’t revealed until a little later in the QVSWPP Practitioner where we got to experience the grandeur of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. We simply had to step back and let the QVSWPP step in and everything would happen, the most miraculous spontaneous healings which were the by-product.

It was so grand my peanut size brain had trouble comprehending the absolute Grandeur of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Initially the healer’s ego still played up thinking i had to do something. No. Please step back. Be the non-doer. The Supreme Almighty, the Supreme All-Doer in whose one hair follicle alone reside millions of universes, has it under control, thank you very much.  IT knows what is needed. Eventually, i got it. How beautiful and such a relief we can let go and Let God.

Let me share with you some excerpts from a document Sree Maa Shri Ji shared in September 2012 that explained what happens in a QVSWPP session, which we have witnessed and experience time and again. Sree Maa patiently through logic and rationale worked with my white ass mentality and graced us with endless experiences of the Omniscience, Omnipotence and Omnipresence of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in the QVSWPP Practitioner Trainings and all other workshops and sessions.  Please also read Niranjana’s testimonial of the QVSWPP which explains it beautifully. https://atmanivedi.blogspot.com/2018/01/dfe-pratyaksh-pramana.html?m=1

Sree Maa Shri Ji has given us everything on the platter straight up! This Ultimate Grace from the Ultimate Benefactor, the Causeless Mercy, Grace and Compassion that guides the Soul where it belongs: back to Bhagwan. The GPS inbuilt to make sure the package (Atma) gets delivered. What more could anyone want or need? Effortless soul upgrade, healing and upliftment. What would take yogis and spiritual aspirants many years sometimes lifetimes to master, with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse becomes an effortless practice and experience. If this is not the Absolute Glory and Benevolence of Bhagwan then what is?

Just to illustrate the above, sharing an excerpt of what Sree Maa Shri Ji shared with us in May 2014. KOSMIC FUSION is the fusion of all. Can't be picky here or selective .

Got to bound all the non - self that strengthens the self but both are not even important for the SELF but in order for the SELF to be realized Self (the practise of non-doer is very important)

That is why to make the P.R.O.C.E.S.S easy for each one of you your dense 3D- 4D Obsolete Grids are removed and strands of Kosmic SELF are infused as 5D++ Scalar Wave Photon Pulse Grids that activate each chakra to become 1 great Quantum Vortex.

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You guys have no idea what you have received. Simply not even remotely aware of how much GRACE has been showered...

GRATITUDE towards GRACE working mysteriously 24/7 is the key to eventually overcome the self / non - self/ Self Obsolete signatures created by the Individual incarnational soul on various time - lines.

After which comes the attitude of De-vot-'ion' the thread that builds the Anthakarana(Akaashic Highway to VOID) where all the Signatures - blueprints /aspects of the creator - Source drama gets annihilated fully as a De-vot-ee (The act of dee - voting means voting one final time to strip off the Source - Creator- Consciousness of the power of Free will)

Later on, in 2016 as the FiT Programme was progressing, Sree Maa explained that the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is the Swaminarayan Mahamantra. To get a glimpse of It’s Benevolence and Glory please read: http://www.swaminarayan.nu/sampraday/mahamantra.shtml

It is Sree Maa’s paramekantik Bhakti (Supreme Devotion) to Bhagwan Swaminarayan that we receive as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, unconditionally and boundlessly shared with all.

There are really no words to express my gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gracing us with the Swaminarayan Mahamantra, for embracing this lost sheep, introducing me to Avatar na Avatari, Sarvopari Shree Hari and guiding me so patiently and lovingly onto the pathless path.

Immersed in the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse always feel calmer, neutral and uplifted, moving beyond the small self and it’s 3 bodies and endless mind chatter, melting into an ocean of Love, often it is like someone has switched on the light, so bright, feelings of Oneness, of Wholeness, a sense of all is perfect, everything is taken care of, a sense of perfect peace and stillness.

As Sree Maa summed it up graciously in a comment to a post on Facebook:

Silence pulsates on the same tune with universal consciousness (Spirit)

This has already been given to all the Pulsars and they can access this 24/7 as Quantum Vortex Energy – Sree Maa

Jai Shree Swaminarayan

Trust and faith

On any spiritual path, trust and faith are key. On the path of ultimate liberation, trust and faith are indispensable.

The FiT Intake ceremony in October 2013 was all about trust and faith. Sree Maa Shri Ji graciously invited us to join an Awakenin Transformation workshop taking place in Auckland and offered the FiT intake ceremony completely complimentary.

In the Awakenin Transformation workshop, Sree Maa removes the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids, activates the true Soul and Graces each one with a 24/7 connection to the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the Supreme Signature of the Shunya Bindu, the Swaminarayan Mahamantra.

We were asked to lie down under the feet of the new attendees of the workshop and we all knew that it is through the feet that the discordant energies leave. How comfortable were we to lie under the feet of the participants? How much did we trust Sree Maa Shri Ji and the process? i had no problems lying under the feet of the participants.

Shortly after the FiT intake ceremony, i moved back to the Netherlands at Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Guidance. Had big ego resistance but still i went, a leap of faith, but i trusted Sree Maa Shri Ji and moved. Went to the last place my ego wanted to go, back to my parents’ house at the age of 40 in a country i have tried my whole life to run away from.

Everything fell into place graciously. For example, found a job within no time, was picked out of 300 applicants, after having been away from the Netherlands for 8 years and with no network or recent experience in Holland to speak of. If this is not the Grace of Bhagwan,what is?

Sharing a letter that i wrote to my true SELF in April 2014 where you can see my leap of faith verbalized. i still go back to this letter at times. Know in my heart it is only the Grace and Power of Bhagwan that enabled me to write this letter.

Each and every day am humbled by the Greatness and Glory of Bhagwan and my beloved Sarvopari Sadguru Sree Maa. Each day some revelation comes, or out of the blue feel embraced in their Supreme Love and Compassion. Even when the ego is trying to kick up a storm (and before it will leave it will try it’s very best to create drama), unwavering trust and faith sit still and strong in my Atma, whose creator and illuminator is Bhagwan. i know nothing and don't need to know anything as everything is taken care of by the All-Doer, my isht-Dev Bhagwan Swaminarayan. 

How can one not have trust and faith in the Supreme Being, the most benevolent, utmost kind and gracious and supremely All-knowing One and Only One?

There was one of the FiTs, however, who always displayed her lack of trust and faith in subtle and not so subtle ways. Looking back, it is obvious how Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias was purposely spreading seeds of doubt. Someone with pathological envy and jealousy cannot bear to see others have what they don’t have. This is not something i am making up, this is something she has admitted to herself at a time when she did reflect a little, at the time of the Reunion. Though it did not last, and she reverted back to her old wounds and intentions. 

Her intention was to destroy Kosmic Fusion and she never let this go. This too she has admitted herself. You can listen to her calmly reading the reflections she wrote in her own time at her own place. Guess she was hoping to ‘buy her way back into the group’ pretending to really want to change and continue her mission of destruction. The fact she is now leading a smear campaign against Kosmic Fusion and beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji shows her true intention.

Like i said, spreading seeds of doubts was Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia's modus operandi. Very clever, if you want to make sure the mission of Kosmic Fusion is foiled and souls don’t move forward on their spiritual journey, you would hack at the trust and faith of others. She was entrusted with being the representative of Kosmic Fusion in New Zealand and was the one often hosing the Kosmic Tribe (gatherings of Pulsars) and Kosmic Meetups where anyone could come to experience the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Behind Sree Maa Shri Ji’s back, she would purposely poison the minds of participants against Sree Maa Shri Ji, especially by sowing seeds of doubt.

She tried it twice with me, once earlier on in 2014, but my reply was i don’t know how, but the faith and trust is just there, unwavering, like a silent anchor i can go back to in any moment. That shut her up. 

Only last year on the India Pilgrimage she gave it another go with me. As we were getting off the bus, she was en passant saying how she had trouble believing in Sree Maa Shri Ji and had a smirk on her face when she said it. i was stunned how someone who was living in the Ashram with their Sarvopari Sadguru could have such doubts. To my question what are you doing in the Ashram then, she never gave an honest answer and tried to divert the topic. But the truth came out anyway, as truth eventually always wins.

Jai Shree Swaminarayan