Narcissists are pathological liars

We were in a small village in India with shops where they sold beautiful local artisan products. In one of the shops, Iphigenie starts whining she really wants this big orange shawl but doesn’t have any money. She put on a full show including a sad puppy face. Feeling for her at the time, i offered to borrow her the money or even buy her the shawl as a gift and she quickly took it. Later on, i found out Iphigenie had a habit of fleecing money from people all the time and i wasn't the only one whom she had approached in India.

Shortly after the India Pilgrimage in February 2017, Iphigenie had borrowed 1000 dollars from Renu under false pretences. She had made it appear that it was for the Ashram, but that was a lie. Iphigenie used it to pay off personal expenses, such as her car loan. Telling lies and deceiving others is what narcissists do. She had also borrowed a big amount from another FiT whom had made sure this was recorded on paper and witness by a third party. Guess deep down this FiT knew the kind of person she was dealing with.

Interestingly, when i met Iphigenie in Auckland in 2015 and saw her apartment, she was renting in a fancy neighbourhood and she must be paying at least 300 a week for it. Also noticed how all the food items she had were expensive organic items bought from health food stores. She was living a life larger than her income based on relief teaching and as a belly dance teacher due to her own grandiose.

Iphigenie had brought her money problems to Sree Maa shri Ji and Sree Maa Shri Ji being the living embodiment of Grace and Compassion had recommended her to Ritu/Nandini so she could learn how to do hair extensions and work in Nandini’s shop for a steady income. Instead of being grateful and seizing this wonderful opportunity, Iphigenie played dirty games, pitching Nandini’s staff against Nandini and causing discord amongst the staff. No wonder Nandini had to let her go.

Iphigenie’s belly dance business was going nowhere, but she claimed she stopped it so she could dedicate her time and energy more fully to Kosmic Fusion… Hey, where have we heard this before? Right, with Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus in Sydney who chose the retrenchment package of about 40,000 dollars instead of a new job when the University where she was working went through a restructuring. She claimed she quit her job so she could dedicate her time more to Kosmic Fusion, but in reality, she was investing this money in her own business called Holistic Freedom Wellness Centre and another sole trader business she had set up with Hanuman. Narcissists have a funny way of twisting everything to suit their story and make themselves look like a victim. But the truth is, Irene/Joy Kuo/Joy Vottus was stealing Kosmic Fusion data (personal contacts of people) and copyright for her own benefit.

While Irene was hiring some expensive internet consultant for 20,000 dollars or so, Iphigenie bought some expensive "build your own business package" by Marie Forleo. They are free to do this, of course, but they can’t later on claim they were giving up everything for Kosmic Fusion when they were only doing so for their own interests and business ventures.

For your information, all the other FiTS/volunteers still had and have their full time jobs so they can look after their families and themselves and take responsibility in life.

Iphigenie was also eyeing the money from her father, whom she didn’t like and had even accused of sexually abusing her as a child, but she has no qualms about taking money from him… To me this shows the true character of a person.

The real question is, if Iphigenie felt Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings were not resonating with her as she now says, why did she stay in the FiT Programme? And why did she come on the India Pilgrimage when she was struggling with money? There were others who hadn’t come to India due to work commitments or other reasons why they couldn’t make it. We were never forced to do or pay for anything. At the end of each year we were told explicitly to reflect if this path was still for us and write letters only if we wished to stay. Some people have left after they felt the FiT Programme was no longer for them without any judgement or any questions asked. Iphigenie’s claims she was forced to stay are blatant lies. She stayed on as she was on a mission to destroy Kosmic Fusion due to her pathological envy and jealousy. If she can’t have it, nobody can.

She came to the Ashram uninvited through manipulating one of the other FiTs Jeeya and was the one contributing least to the Ashram House rent, yet now claims she has given so much. How? What? When? She was causing harassment in the Ashram and purposefully bullying and gaslighting Jeeya and Rita to create chaos and stop their progress. She even had the audacity to bill the Murti of Swaminarayan Bhagwan for the Prasad. While living in the Ashram she purposefully forgets to host Cosmic Meetup in Auckland twice, leaving the ones who had come for the meditation stranded.

The whole time she was the representative of Kosmic Fusion in NZ, people were leaving; from a vibrant community of about 25-30 people, the numbers were reduced to two in New Zealand because of her sick covert games and sowing seeds of doubt. What giving is she talking about? Her claims are completely baseless and an outright lie. Everywhere she has gone she has left a path of destruction and chaos. This is exactly what a covert malignant narcissist does. They lie, cheat, purposefully withhold information and twist the truth.

Sree Maa Shri Ji has been the ONLY ONE giving non-stop, literally 24/7 of her time, energy and effort and all Iphigenie has done is misuse Sree Maa’s Kindness, Compassion and Grace.

i urge anyone not to fall for Iphigenie’s sob stories and story of victimhood. This is not a nice person, this is someone who uses and abuses, slyly, covertly and insidiously. i have witnessed and experienced this myself. And like a narcissist when their true face is out, they don’t take responsibility but instead take revenge and try to smear the other party and project on them the things they have done themselves. 

Because of Sree Maa's super nova empathy and tireless support, even Iphigenie has had her moments where she was able to reflect on her actions but she fell back into playing the victim game. Iphigenie is trying to portray herself as a victim and put labels on Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji as she is still hellbent on destruction. Do not be deceived by her superficial charm or claims that she is a spiritual person. Do not fall for her lies. Please do your own investigation and read the blogs of my Kalyan Mitras Jeeya and Nandini who were living in NZ and also lived with her in the Ashram House. Feel free to contact me with any question.

P.S.
i am standing up for the truth as there are too many people being victimised by narcissists in today’s world and silence is not okay. i failed to raise my voice on the FiT Programme due to my own limitations, but will not keep quiet anymore.

Sick with envy part 3 & why narcissist are drawn to empaths

Sree Maa Shri Ji are the epitome of Compassion and Grace and believe in the potential of the Absolute in everyone. Sree Maa lovingly and graciously welcomed anyone to the FiT Programme who wrote a letter to Sree Maa Shri Ji expressing how they were ready and willing to volunteer and serve the mission of Kosmic Fusion - to share the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) with as many souls as possible. Sree Maa supported all of the FiTs tirelessly no matter their issues to move into embodying our Brahmroop. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias too wrote a letter, but in truth she was on a whole other mission.  

Dallia/Iphigenie kept asking for a group in New Zealand after seeing the buzz in Australia where a group of volunteers was very active. Sree Maa Shri Ji therefore did a few events in New Zealand and personally did a few intro evenings and the 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrANsForMaTioN workshop in October 2013 and Jan 2014 but after seeing Iphigenie's pathological behaviour didn't personally appear anywhere in NZ events. Therefore in a way Sree Maa Shri Ji are supremely gracious to let her realize that her envious and jealous nature's need to destroy will only get onto her demerits accounts. 

From the time Iphigenie was presenting herself as the face of Kosmic Fusion in NZ, the number of participants attending the meetings reduced drastically: from about 25 before she took on the leading role to approx. only  3-4 participants were regularly showing up. She was cunningly driven away all the 5D++ Pulsars and Auckland Meet Up participants by spreading rumours that Kosmic Fusion was a “cult” and by isolating all participants from Sree Maa Shri Ji. Iphigenie even tried to turn the Meetups into a pick-up place, as she would regularly show up with inappropriate clothing and try to flirt with all the male participants. She was also misrepresenting the key philosophies of Kosmic Fusion - she would call Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse the “Source Energy”, which was a term made up and used by her. All the people who had joined through Sree Maa's efforts and the group she was given, she made sure to destroy it. Her now claiming and acting like she is a victim actually proves she is beyond psychopath. 

Spreading her poison as much as possible

She was creating havoc within the New Zealand team, in a way only a malignant narcissist knows how to with triangulations, gaslighting and psychic warfare. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias was twisting Sree Maa Shri Ji’s words constantly when talking to participants and 5D++ Pulsars. For example, Iphigenie had told Sarala that “QVSWPP would protect you 24/7” when Sree Maa Shri Ji had clearly said “QVSWPP would be with you 24/7”. Iphigenie statements created some miscommunications with Sarala, however Sarala still joined the FiT training in May 2015. Iphigenie was clearly not happy about this, as she went around telling other NZ 5D++ Pulsars and FiT that Sarala had a “dark and dense” energy in her house, and letting everyone know that Sarala had a birthday party but “no one turned up for it”, Iphigenie had made sure of that. Sarala’s relationships and communications with the other NZ FiT were slowly getting severed through Iphigenie's meddling and eventually she left.

Early 2016, the Ashram Project was set up by two NZ FiT, Nandini and Jeeya. It was a trial to see what it would take to run an Ashram based on the Vision Sree Maa had shared about a physical place where people could come and have spontaneous realization of themselves and their Atma. Sree Maa had graciously agreed to support the initiative and to move into the Ashram. As soon as Iphigenie heard about it, she immediately began showing signs of jealousy and looked upset as was unable to accept that the Ashram Project had been established without her involvement.

In November 2016, Iphigenie moved into the Ashram after inviting herself to join, she literally planted herself in the Ashram using Jeeya even though she had received most loving guidance from Sree Maa that she was not yet ready. Only after she sorts out her jealousy issues and is debt free would she be ready. Still she forced her way into the Ashram. Please read the Gracious message from Sree Maa sent to Dallia/Iphigenie/Meera, which she told nobody about and completely ignored...

Immediately after Iphigenie moved into the Ashram, she started to create fights between Nandini and Jeeya, creating distress in the Ashram Project. Iphigenie was also trying to break Jeeya’s self-confidence and self-esteem by putting Jeeya down, lecturing Jeeya for not being organised, correcting Jeeya’s every Seva and making Jeeya feel confused all the time. Gaslighting this is called. Iphigenie was playing with Jeeya’s guilt and kept asking Jeeya, “why are you still around? Why don’t you go back to Singapore” and even saying things like “if I am Sree Maa Shri Ji, I would not have you around” just to implicate Sree Maa Shri Ji. Iphigenie would purposely ruin Sree Maa’s clothing in the laundry and not wash and rinse the brass plates after using the toxic brass polish. Items including jewellery disappeared while Iphigenie was in the Ashram, just to name a few things. 

Iphigenie has received countless chances to change and much much guidance and support. Sree Maa had even graced her with the precious name Meera, the name of a humble and renowned devotee of Lord Krishna, to help her move past her old self but Iphigenie never let go of her vicious intentions and never worked to overcome her deep-rooted issues. Instead she worked hard to cause problems in the FiT group and sowed seeds of doubts everywhere. Narcissists are masters at this and they do so in a very insidious fashion. It is only in hindsight that for me the picture is clear after everything came out. Iphigenie was a true snake in the grass, slowly and surely spreading her poison into everyone, causing disruption, fights amongst the NZ FiTs and harassment to Sree Maa.

Why was Iphigenie so obsessed with Sree Maa? Narcissists are drawn to empathetic people. Narcissists know those people have a conscience and will go over and above themselves and if need come sacrifice their own peace to uplift them. The reason why Sree Maa was selected by Iphigenie, Irene/Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy Awakening (as she calls herself now) and various other narcissists is because they all knew that Sree Maa will help until the end and they can get away with their tantrums or drama or whatever games they are playing. Sree Maa was surrounded by narcissists in the Ashram House but being the most empathetic and kind Sree Maa would allow the abuse to happen and constantly guide them to help them move beyond their issues. This is true selflessness. And absolute greatness.

You can hear in this audio clip how beautifully Sree Maa Shri Ji is giving a discourse to Iphigenie about envy and that it is important to overcome this dynamic energy within. Sree Maa gently mentions the example of someone manipulating fellow students to make sure they don't go to the campus party, to help Iphigenie reflect on what she had done to Sarala (see above). 

However, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias did absolutely nothing to change, quite the opposite and eventually the rest of the FiTs voted her out (see also this public statement). She had not come for her Soul, her sole intention was to destroy as her jealousy and envy completely consumed her. You can hear her own admittance to this in this blog by one of my Kalyan Mitras.

Read Sick with Envy part 1 and Sick with envy part 2

PS
This blog is only intended to openly share about my spiritual journey with Kosmic Fusion and the FiT Programme in particular, where some who joined turned out to be frauds and meddlers. This is not in judgement but in discernment, as i have learned that in my failure to remain aware and discern i have enabled those with vicious agendas and toxic behaviours and this doesn't serve any soul. And unfortunately, narcissists will be drawn to spiritual circles in particular as usually they can find a huge unsuspecting narcissistic supply of compassionate and empathetic people there. 

Sick with envy part 1

On the spiritual path one may encounter obstacles; antarshatrus (inner enemies) are part of one’s prarabdh (that portion of the sanchit - collection of past life karmas - that influences you in your present incarnation) which will come up as one progresses through one’s karmas and moves closer to the One and Only One. These inner enemies must be defeated in order to move forward on your spiritual path and attain liberation. It’s important to address these as they can be an impediment to your spiritual growth and in the FiT Programme looking at the kusang within, the dark shades within was imperative. Sree Maa lovingly explains this as follows:


The antar-shatru (inner-enemies) include kãm (lust), krodh (anger), lobh (greed), moh (uncontrolled fascination about something), mãn (pride), irshyã (envy or jealousy), mad (arrogance), matsar (vanity), ãshã (an intense hope for someone or sth), trushnã (desire or yearning for things or someone) and ahankãr (self pride).

Any genuine spiritual seeker would work hard to eradicate these inner enemies through honest reflection, introspection and applying thought processes. In Vachanamrut 15 Gadhada Madya Prakran (p 470) and 4 Gadhada Pratham Prakran (p 25), Shreeji Maharaj explains beautifully how one can tackle such nature and Sree Maa has always graciously guided and supported us non-stop to move past the small/dark/false self into the True SELF,  Brahmroop. But not all who join spiritual circles are genuine as it became clear.

Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias, one of the Facilitators in Training (FiT), was overcome by jealousy and envy, in fact by pathological jealousy and envy. She could not stand that others had something she couldn’t have. She was extremely jealous and envious of Sree Maa Shri Ji. Straight from when she met Sree Maa she was keeping a hawk’s eye on what all Sree Maa had and wanted to have what Sree Maa had. If you look at the criteria of people with NPD, jealousy & envy are one of the 9 key criteria, well explained in this interview with NPD-expert Christine Louis de Cannonville https://youtu.be/7RkICmjDNJU  (see 32:30 minutes). Can highly recommend you listen to it.

She not only wanted what Sree Maa had, but also copied what other FiTs had, the clothes Nandini was wearing, the car Simran had etc.. When narcissists can’t have something, they will destroy it. This was Iphigenie's main obsession and mission, she was hellbent on destruction. So jealous and envious of Sree Maa Shri Ji that once she confided in one of the Bhagats that she could not stand to see Sree Maa Shri Ji’s face. 

Continue to read Sick with envy part 2

PS
This blog is only intended to openly share about my spiritual journey with Kosmic Fusion and the FiT Programme in particular, where some who joined turned out to be frauds and meddlers. This is not in judgement but in discernment, as i have learned that in my failure to remain aware and discern i have enabled those with vicious agendas and toxic behaviours and this doesn't serve any soul. And unfortunately, narcissists will be drawn to spiritual circles in particular as they can find a huge unsuspecting narcissistic supply of compassionate and empathetic people there.